Apr 19, 2003 01:35
My life flashes through my eyes as I stand on top of the mountain staring into the neverending forest. My mind wanders through the inner depths of my own abyss. milliions and millions of thoughts blast throughy the nervendings of my conclaved brain. Then it comes to a sudden, brick wall ending stop. My eyes glaze blank white, and I am left completly confused...
Well my day started off different...MJ came to visit me this morning she had decided to skip school so she could buy Ozzfest ticketts ( I wanted one but i decided to save my money the best i can due to the fact I ow my mom $260 for my plane tickett home this summer...god i want to see the mountains again.) We hung out for while...then i was late for work...I got to work about 30 minutes late and of course no body said anything to me about it... i don't know what is wrong with my maneger, she never tells me what i'm doing wrong...I'm starting to think she might be afraid to talk to me about my faults but I have no clue why. well my day didn't go to bad. it was so busy that i got out late again (and i probably won't hear about it tomarow). when I got out of work Teri gave me a ride home (she has been a great friend when it comes to rides) When i got home i decided to go to Arbys and get some food. Now about Arbys for a sec. Arbys is the place of emplyment of our old gaming buddy Brandon (I Say old because no one could really stand his pointless chatter during game. so with a sympathetic lie to make him leave David told him that the group wasn't playing anymore...well the lie worked but he knew it was a lie.) I still stop by and say hello to him from time to time... he may be annoying but he is still a nice guy.. Well it was about 9:30 when I got to Arby's (I knew Brandon wouldn't be there) i walked and saw Delihla sitting behind the counter (i knew delihla would be working ;) ) well delihla is one of the managers at Arby's she is 19 and very cute.... i have been trying to get the courge to askher out but aster i had orderd my food me an her started talking...and during our talk i found out that she dosen't want to worry about dating at the time because she works most of the time....well I complain alot about being alone and people are probably tired of hearin it (see bugging again) I have been single for about four years now and the lonelyness really is getting to me ( yeah i'm probably bugging again). Throughout my day to day experiences my mind tries to analyze everything I see and hear...but when it comes to women and dating I just can't ever figure anything out. but maybe i will understand something about it later in life...well thats all I can think of to write so goodnight. :)
O yeah any comments on my writing at the begining of my posts will be appreaciated wheather it is good or bad.