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I felt terrible today. Too much e-mail checking, too much ice cream, too little sleep, too much self-pity, too much myspace. Also a walk in the rain, less than half an hour at the piano, laying in the dark on the living room floor, inner debate about what the hell to do, and an awkward conversation with my father. School starts in one week and for the first time I'm actually not looking forward to being back. The issues with my heart have resulted in a near-complete lack of motivation in other important areas of life. Oh well, I'll get back into it, maybe.