home sweet home??
well i'm at home and i was beginning to think that it was actually ok , but i miss school. i miss having my OWN computer that actually works and i do not have to fight w/ my sisters over. i miss the quiet, i know that i'm only here like 4 days but today i'm just getting really annoyed.....n e ways, well i guess i have a lot of updating to do, so wed i was planning on going home to let my easter break begin, and i talked to my brothers g/f the day b4 and she had mentioned that they were going out and and asked me if i wanted to come. at first i was really hesitant and i was like well i don't think a lot of ppl will be around and to be honest i don't know if i could handle another whole nite with rick and boomer. so i just kinda decieded that i would go home and call it a nite, it was not until my roomie, laura's cousin renee told her that she better b goin out that i changed my mind. i was like oh well maybe there r gonna b a lot of ppl out. so me and laura decided that we would go out...witch drx here we come!!! so i told my bros g/f and we decided to meet there. i figured that there would b people there but not tons, well i stand corrected, b/c there were tons of ppl there, we waited outside in the freezing cold for at least a half hour just to get in the door.....well b4 i forget while me and laura were waiting in the parking lot for meghan, i saw what i though was songin pull up and sure enough it was, and sure enough my "crush" jumps out, i really thought that it was just a crush but after i saw him get out and i began to hyperventelate, i think i now decided to call it more of an obsession. i have no idea y....something about him that i want, i also realized how much i like him when i saw my other crush there and i didn't even make a big deal out of it, i mean i was excited he was there but the extent of our conversation was "hey', so n e ways , of course i had my eye on someone the entire nite. the first time he spotted me, me and laura were just takin a lap, cuz we hadn't yet acquired our bar stools. he was like hey and did this weird thing w/ his hand, so i tried to act cool and i was just like hi and i walked away. so from then on me and laura finally got our stools and that is where we remained most of the nite. he came by a few times and we chatted a bit but nothin significant, then towards the end of the nite he asked me how i had gotten to the bar and i was like me and he was oh really and he was basically asking me for a ride home so i said y do u need a ride?...and he was like ya and i was like well how did u get here and he was like well w/ the guys but there were so many ppl w/ us, so i was like ok well i dunno i'll think about it (of course we all knew i would say yes)and hes like ok u think about it,and then he wondered off. then i ran into boomer and if it wasn't for laura he prolly would of never left me alone but she told him i wasn't feeling well so i was off the hook, i had him play the chicken dance and it went out to debbie and carol, and oh ya "the luscious laura," which he added in himself, but then after that we decided to call it a nite so i got laura and i told "the crush" that i was leaving and he was like ok and he came, i tried to prepare him for the bomber and he was reeeeallly drunk and i was like u better not even think about puking in the bomber and he kept making comments about how it was gonna blow up and honestly i didn't think that was funny, but n e ways so we were on our way home and he was bein pretty funny, and then we got back to his house and he was like oh so ur gonna sleep over and i was like "no", and hes like oh ur not sleepin over and i was nope, it took everything in me to say no but i did, and i dunno i just hope that maybe one day i'll b able to just get over him or he will b able to ask me to sleepover when hes not heavily intoxicated...who knows, i'll just keep hopin. well after i dropped him off we went and picked up cara and we were gonna go to dickies but as soon as we started driving we realized that none of us knew where it was, so we ended up at the royal which was good expect for the service, which was very minimal. then we returned to the dorms and crashed we were sooooo tired but never fear we were woken up bright and early by the lovely construction, so then i got up and went home where i have been ever since, wow i feel like i could talk forever, there is so much that i left out but i have to go to work(which i am so excited about) so i will have some more updates later
~laura
~laura