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Well Jason and I are now 100% over..not going into details #1 b/c if I want u to know I will tell you #2 I don't know who reads this anymore..and #3 I just don't feel like going into it.
Does it hurt? Yeah..almost 2 years of my life gone.
Will I be ok? Yup! It's a learning experience.
Do I miss him? Of course..I loved him....but I've been missing the happy Jason I didn't hurt for a few months now.
Would I go back and change things if I could? Yeah...I never ment to hurt him.
Anyway..enough of Jason..that's a chapter of my life that is now closed. "if we ever talk again it'll be on my terms".....
I'm substituting in Loudoun tomorrow morning for a Kindergarten class!! But I have to be up in mm...45 minutes..:) I am so sleepy! But oh wells!!! I had a wonderful dinner last night w/my buddy Jimmy..I could not have created a better evening to what was becoming a horrible day. I cannot believe I was crying at work! Thank you Jimmy for listening and being there!! ALL we did was have dinner so :-P to all you mean people that thought otherwise. I have my frist aid and CPR training ALL day on Sat..that's gonna be a long ass day. But I have to do it so oh wells!
LOL! Speaking of me crying at work..Matthew was SO kute!!! Long story short, he saw me crying and asked why..after hearing someone hurt my feelings he says "was it a boy?" Then procceded to guess all my guy co-workers. Then I said it was b/c I didn't have my Tiffany's ring yet (long standing joke) to which he replied "Ms. Rachael! I can't afford it!" followed by "I go to school..I have no money!" LOL...if there was anything to cheer me up just then..Matthew that was it! Thanx buddy!
If anyone wants to do anything this weekend let me know!!! :)
Does it hurt? Yeah..almost 2 years of my life gone.
Will I be ok? Yup! It's a learning experience.
Do I miss him? Of course..I loved him....but I've been missing the happy Jason I didn't hurt for a few months now.
Would I go back and change things if I could? Yeah...I never ment to hurt him.
Anyway..enough of Jason..that's a chapter of my life that is now closed. "if we ever talk again it'll be on my terms".....
I'm substituting in Loudoun tomorrow morning for a Kindergarten class!! But I have to be up in mm...45 minutes..:) I am so sleepy! But oh wells!!! I had a wonderful dinner last night w/my buddy Jimmy..I could not have created a better evening to what was becoming a horrible day. I cannot believe I was crying at work! Thank you Jimmy for listening and being there!! ALL we did was have dinner so :-P to all you mean people that thought otherwise. I have my frist aid and CPR training ALL day on Sat..that's gonna be a long ass day. But I have to do it so oh wells!
LOL! Speaking of me crying at work..Matthew was SO kute!!! Long story short, he saw me crying and asked why..after hearing someone hurt my feelings he says "was it a boy?" Then procceded to guess all my guy co-workers. Then I said it was b/c I didn't have my Tiffany's ring yet (long standing joke) to which he replied "Ms. Rachael! I can't afford it!" followed by "I go to school..I have no money!" LOL...if there was anything to cheer me up just then..Matthew that was it! Thanx buddy!
If anyone wants to do anything this weekend let me know!!! :)