wow...

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my goodness... could God be a lil more faithful?! ok so after i finished my previous entry i worked on a lil bit of homework, then i got tired of that and called that girl who i was scared was actually hurting me... only to have a great talk with her and have her say some sweet things that def. reasurred (sp?) her friendship with me. i know now that the things she did to me were not intentional and were caused by her massively busy work schedule and other crud. i love her... no... I LOVE GOD!!!! then as i go and tell my mom what God had showed me during the baptism, she gives me three letters i got in the mail. the first was from our insurance company saying that if my knee injury was caused by something other than myself, they can cover it... unfortainately it was my own dumb self that killed it. then the second was from CIU saying that they needed a few other things from me, THEN THE BEST!!!! THE DOCTOR SAYING THAT I AM APPROVED TO SEE THE SPECIALIST!!!!!!!!!!!! wow... God is soooo faithful to His children. amazing how when i just surrendure it all to Him, he lets things just go beautifully! so now i know i'm not reliving my worst fears, and God has really allowed me to have just an awesome day!
*thank you God... i know i will ignore you sometimes, so i'm going ask for forgiveness in advance. but thank you God... just for everything. for breaking me, for helping me, for loving me, for forgiving me. God you are so faithful and i will forever love you and love you alone. cause i know that that is the answer. help me to stay strong and be patient as you bring more trials in my life. and God please do bring trials and hard times in my life, because i know that in those times, i grow the most, and that's AMAZING! God I LOVE YOU!!!!! SOOOOO MUCH!!!!! thank you Lord... thank you my daddy... Amen*