gahhhh
exam time=stress.
new job=stress
staying in MTL for summer= stress and excitement. but right now mostly stress.
moving/dealing with landlord=stress.
hmmm, funny how even though i want to stay here for the summer, or thought I wanted to, as soon as the stress hits, all i want to do is go home. holy defence mechanism, batman. growing up blows. identity crises also blow. i know (or i hope!) that this is a good option for me, it will "build character" and all that jazz, but the truth is right now i'm kind of scared and very sad to leave familiar things behind, even if i'm only leaving some of them for the summer. yes, i know i'll probably come back to minneapolis, but things will have changed. they already have, i guess....but moreso in the long run. bahhhh....um, yeah. sorry bout that. back to studying. i really really really am NOT a fan of exams. really.
new job=stress
staying in MTL for summer= stress and excitement. but right now mostly stress.
moving/dealing with landlord=stress.
hmmm, funny how even though i want to stay here for the summer, or thought I wanted to, as soon as the stress hits, all i want to do is go home. holy defence mechanism, batman. growing up blows. identity crises also blow. i know (or i hope!) that this is a good option for me, it will "build character" and all that jazz, but the truth is right now i'm kind of scared and very sad to leave familiar things behind, even if i'm only leaving some of them for the summer. yes, i know i'll probably come back to minneapolis, but things will have changed. they already have, i guess....but moreso in the long run. bahhhh....um, yeah. sorry bout that. back to studying. i really really really am NOT a fan of exams. really.