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Firstly, I want to get so drunk I can't function tonight, and nobody wants to party with me. Damn you all.
Right, college. I finish in around 3 months, but I really can't be arsed to go at all in the time until then. Which would mean that I would fail my course, and have wasted two years of my life, as opposed to finishing the course, and wasting two years of my life, but having two mediocre A-levels. If I quit, I'll work full time, and want to kill myself.
I want to drive now, and have my own car. I also want my own house that I can come home to every day and not feel like I should be doing something else. I hate my house, I hate it's memories, basically I just hate most of the things about it. It is lame. My own house would not be much better, but it would be mine, and I could do what I want without having to think about my mother or my brothers. But I can't afford that, and would only be able to if I worked full time, but then I would want to kill myself.
Anna hasn't text me back since monday, and I'm starting to think that, once again, I have screwed up a (potential) relationship. Maybe she hasn't got any credit, but she usually texts me off the net anyway. I'd go out and meet someone tonight, but none of you bastards want to party with me, so I blame you for the fact I have no girlfriend. Yes, you.
I'm going now, but If anyone actually reads this before quite late tonight and wants to party, ring me. I want to party.
x
Right, college. I finish in around 3 months, but I really can't be arsed to go at all in the time until then. Which would mean that I would fail my course, and have wasted two years of my life, as opposed to finishing the course, and wasting two years of my life, but having two mediocre A-levels. If I quit, I'll work full time, and want to kill myself.
I want to drive now, and have my own car. I also want my own house that I can come home to every day and not feel like I should be doing something else. I hate my house, I hate it's memories, basically I just hate most of the things about it. It is lame. My own house would not be much better, but it would be mine, and I could do what I want without having to think about my mother or my brothers. But I can't afford that, and would only be able to if I worked full time, but then I would want to kill myself.
Anna hasn't text me back since monday, and I'm starting to think that, once again, I have screwed up a (potential) relationship. Maybe she hasn't got any credit, but she usually texts me off the net anyway. I'd go out and meet someone tonight, but none of you bastards want to party with me, so I blame you for the fact I have no girlfriend. Yes, you.
I'm going now, but If anyone actually reads this before quite late tonight and wants to party, ring me. I want to party.
x