Yesterday turned out OK in the end. I went swimming with Johan and it was quite wonderfully relaxing. I regained a little composure. I bought wine and goat's cheese on the way home that were guarenteed to make me feel better and when I did get home Lola was totally over her tantrum and was lovely for the whole evening. She'd even bought me a copy ( Read more... )

As I know I've mentioned before; my two job + baby combination hasn't really been working out. I've survived in it for a while on the basis that every now and then, when there's something specific I want to do, Lola's mum can baby sit but really the lack of any spare time whatsoever has been getting me down. I contemplated giving up my part time ( Read more... )