Sorry I haven't updated...
Life's just been chaotic. The usual.
I love the fact, however, that I only tend to update whenever I'm in a bad mood. Downright morose today, in fact.
So, a friend of mine (T) calls me about noon, and asks if we (Jess and I) want to go out to grab a bite to eat. No problem, we're hungry, so we go out to Perkins. On the way there, I was going to suggest that all three of us go see The Transporter 2, as I've been looking forward to it as a stupid, escapist action movie. But, right before I mention it, my friend tells me that a guy that we work (F) with invited him over to another co-worker's house (S) to watch movies today. Now, this wouldn't normally bother me, except for the fact that both F and S are what I had considered friends.
And yet, no phone call. No invite. Nothing.
I'm certain I'm making too much out of this, but goddam it, this is a sticking point with me. This is like high school all over again. I get to find out from other people that a good time was had by all. It actually ruined my entire day, as I've been sitting here, sullen, watching retarded TV shows, and reading mindless websites. And, lucky me! I get to go to work tomorrow, and try not to snipe at them because I'm pissed off at the entire situation.
I'm 28, thin skinned, and pissy over overblown, possibly-imagined slights. Fucking great.
I love the fact, however, that I only tend to update whenever I'm in a bad mood. Downright morose today, in fact.
So, a friend of mine (T) calls me about noon, and asks if we (Jess and I) want to go out to grab a bite to eat. No problem, we're hungry, so we go out to Perkins. On the way there, I was going to suggest that all three of us go see The Transporter 2, as I've been looking forward to it as a stupid, escapist action movie. But, right before I mention it, my friend tells me that a guy that we work (F) with invited him over to another co-worker's house (S) to watch movies today. Now, this wouldn't normally bother me, except for the fact that both F and S are what I had considered friends.
And yet, no phone call. No invite. Nothing.
I'm certain I'm making too much out of this, but goddam it, this is a sticking point with me. This is like high school all over again. I get to find out from other people that a good time was had by all. It actually ruined my entire day, as I've been sitting here, sullen, watching retarded TV shows, and reading mindless websites. And, lucky me! I get to go to work tomorrow, and try not to snipe at them because I'm pissed off at the entire situation.
I'm 28, thin skinned, and pissy over overblown, possibly-imagined slights. Fucking great.