May 22, 2007 23:31
The scene: Jay and I are laying in bed and he is rubbing my back when his hand makes it's way over my butt, grazing over my birth control patch.
Jay: "What's on your butt?"
Me: "My birth control patch"
Jay: "What? They dont give girls pills anymore? Instead they stick a bandaid on your bum?"
Me: "Yup"
Jay: "Is it okay that I touched it?"
Me: "Ya"
Jay: "I'm not gonna be full of estrogen and grow boobs now am I?"
Me: "I didn't want to say anything and scare you.. but ya, probably..."
lol
Speaking of which, I hate this patch. Hate Hate HATE it. It's the dumbest thing ever. I was so excited to take it off my ass today and put a new one of my abdomen (as suggested by Jess). Well it's been there for oh.. 12 hours and it's already sliding and buckling when I sit down. I know I dont have flat abs, but they're not huge either. But everytime I sit it crinkles up. This can't be effective. I feel like just taking it off since it's probably not working anyway. I'm gonna call to make a dr's appointment asap to get another form of bc.
I ended up going to Calgary after work on Friday. It was wonderful, as usual. We didn't do much, but it was still great. We basically just woke up, had sex in the shower, went out for breakfast, came home, had sex, watched movies, had sex, went to bed. lol. I have the best boyfriend ever. Really. He's so sweet. We'll just be sitting on the couch and he'll sigh and look over and go "Baby.. I love you" then I'll say "I love you more" (I know, barf) and he'll say "No I love you more, I'm bigger!" I love just laying in his arms.
(This is taking forever cuz my cats keep jumping on the keyboard and erasing things)
He loves playing xbox 360 so I'm trying to be supportive of that, and even playing with him a bit. The other day we were playing Gears of War (a gory kiling game) online against his buddy Jason and his gf. I sucked, obviously, so I basically just ran around trying not to get shot. Jay would down them and my job was to run over and chain saw them in half, lol. You should have heard us. "Baby.. I got him. Come over here and finish him off" "Okay hunny" *I run my guy over and slice this monster in half* "Great chain sawing sweetie.. did you see his brains leak out?" Very romantic.. I know you're all jealous. lol.
So yesterday I was strong all day until we got to the airport. I got out of the truck and Jay came around to get my bag out for me and when he turned to give me a hug I burst into tears. (This birth control is making me rediculously emotional) He was like "Oh sweetie, dont cry. I love you.. We'll see eachother again soon" and I just nodded and kept crying. Then he wiped away my tears and was like "Amanda, this is so hard for me too. Everytime I have to say goodbye to you it gets harder and harder, and I almost want to throw you back in the truck and keep you here. I'm trying to be strong for you but seeing you cry makes me want to cry. Don't worry. I'm not going anywhere.. Let's just say you're in my long term plans." It was so sweet. I just hate saying goodbye because I dont know when I'll see him again. He's off May 30/31 but of course I work. I'm trying to switch my shifts though so wish me luck.
Luckily he got every Monday & Tuesday off in June and my set days off are Sunday-Tuesday so I'm happy about that. I just want to spend every spare moment I have with him... Oh btw his father's gf still hasn't emailed those pics :P
Okay enough babbling on about that.. I'm sure you'll all like "Blech" by now, lol.
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