Stuff...
Since Ryan got back from Calgary he has been so sweet. He messages me on msn or texts me every day. He asked if I could spend some time with him this week, and I told him my sked and asked what works for him. His reply "All 3 to be with you :)" Last night we were chatting and I said that I had to go to bed since I had to be up at 7:30am for work. He said "Babe, if you have to be up that early anyway you should have come to my place for the night!" Since I never stay at his house during the week cuz he gets up at 6am for work.. and that's waaay too early for me, especially since I work nights (usually). Anyway, he asked if I would like to go to his place tonight since I was off work at 5. He suggested we snuggle up on the couch and watch Survivor and Grey's Anatomy (okay Survivor was my idea). All day I looked forward to seeing him. Finally at 7:45 my cell rings. He just got hom from work and was telling me about how he has so much work he brought home, and he has a phone interview at 9:30 for that job in Calgary. Then he mentions that the guy wants him to start Feb 26. Yes.. in about 3 weeks. He wants to put it off until June but doesn't know if that will happen. All my little dreams and fantasies about him and I went right down the tubes. Not only that but I got the obvious hint that he was cnacelling our plans (since he's soooo busy). I said "Well anyway, if you ever get a free moment sometime in the future give me a call" because quite honestly I'm getting sick of being ditched, or put on the back burner to his job. He said "Babe, listen. I feel awful. I'm gonna sit down right now and get to work so that hopefully after my interview I'll be done and you can come over for a bit so at least I get to see you.. but also, to make up for it. I'm taking a day off work this week to spend with you. What's your schedule like?" I'm excited, but I'll believe it when I see it. In the back of my mind I'm thinking I should just give up now before I get deeper into him, and furthur hurt when he leaves. le sigh...
I need to do some Pilates.. I'm getting so flabby. I haven't gained weight, but I'm not as toned as I used to be. I want to get the ball rolling on getting in shape before summer this year. I dont want it to be June when I finally decide to get in shape.
Jeremy and his girlfriend broke up :D Am I a bad person for being happy about that? Probably.. but oh well ;) It's his birthday on Saturday so I'm gonna frame his ticket from the Oilers game we went to as a little present.
I get paid tomorrow, thank God, because I have so much I need to buy for the house. More food stuff, a desk, picture frames, art, a shelf for the bathroom, baking sheets, etc.. oy I dont even wanna think about how much that will cost :P I'm so in love with my house though. I love living alone. I love my living room too. I just sit here staring at it and thinking how cute it is, lol. Once I get my desk in here it'll be complete and I'll take a picture for you ladies.
I'm going to post some pics from "The Naked Party" that my sisters and I threw in January when the folks went away for the week. It was a great time! About 35-40 people were at the house at various times. We even had a big snow football game (2 of them actually) which turned out to be soooo much fun!
Speaking of snow.... there's like a meter of snow in Barrie. It's nuts. I went home tuesday night after work, came out the next day and my car was practically burried. I hate winter :P
Becky & I making Jello Shooters the night before
The final stack of Jello Shooters. About 215 or so.
The cake I baked :)
My "Hank" poncho. Anyone who's seen the Dane Cook burger king skit will get it ;)
Me & Kristy
I convinced Becky's friend Gregory to dress up as a bad cop.. complete with my fishnets. (That's a jello shooter in his mouth)
Me and Blair, "the stripper"
Me, the P.I.M.P and Becky
Becky in her hot rain coat (yes this somehow turned into a dress up party)
I love this pic of me. It's so neat with the blurry background
I need to do some Pilates.. I'm getting so flabby. I haven't gained weight, but I'm not as toned as I used to be. I want to get the ball rolling on getting in shape before summer this year. I dont want it to be June when I finally decide to get in shape.
Jeremy and his girlfriend broke up :D Am I a bad person for being happy about that? Probably.. but oh well ;) It's his birthday on Saturday so I'm gonna frame his ticket from the Oilers game we went to as a little present.
I get paid tomorrow, thank God, because I have so much I need to buy for the house. More food stuff, a desk, picture frames, art, a shelf for the bathroom, baking sheets, etc.. oy I dont even wanna think about how much that will cost :P I'm so in love with my house though. I love living alone. I love my living room too. I just sit here staring at it and thinking how cute it is, lol. Once I get my desk in here it'll be complete and I'll take a picture for you ladies.
I'm going to post some pics from "The Naked Party" that my sisters and I threw in January when the folks went away for the week. It was a great time! About 35-40 people were at the house at various times. We even had a big snow football game (2 of them actually) which turned out to be soooo much fun!
Speaking of snow.... there's like a meter of snow in Barrie. It's nuts. I went home tuesday night after work, came out the next day and my car was practically burried. I hate winter :P
Becky & I making Jello Shooters the night before
The final stack of Jello Shooters. About 215 or so.
The cake I baked :)
My "Hank" poncho. Anyone who's seen the Dane Cook burger king skit will get it ;)
Me & Kristy
I convinced Becky's friend Gregory to dress up as a bad cop.. complete with my fishnets. (That's a jello shooter in his mouth)
Me and Blair, "the stripper"
Me, the P.I.M.P and Becky
Becky in her hot rain coat (yes this somehow turned into a dress up party)
I love this pic of me. It's so neat with the blurry background