hello my loves!
wow i have not done this is so long! ok so the best part of my life now is matthew. we have ben going out for the last 6 months and he is amazing. i could not ask for more in a man! my family all love him, as do i, and he is so much fun to be with. we have prom on the 30th and we are very jazzed for that. i have my dress and benny and i are working on my shoes. the wonderful matthew is getting a zutesut (or how ever you spell it). it's going to look great on him! and i know it makes him happy. so all of that is wonderful and makes my life so much better.
i also have a job now. i am working at shea caffee. on 32ed street and shea. so all of you should come see me. i work on saturdays from 7 to 3. i really like it. i work with one of be bestfriends, cayleigh. her and i have become much better friends because of our choice in men. she is going out with derek, matthews best friend. so we see each other all the time. it's funny cuz she is the one that i tryed so hard to hate. however i failed terribly! i love her to death.
as for other friends benny and i are still very close as are bailey and i. we all just had her 18th birthday party at a hotell. that was a major blast and we should do that all the time! i got to chill with a bunch of the ppl that i only see when we have parties. and we had such a good time. i am so happy as well that matthew was so ok with being there with me and not being all over eachother. it makes me so happy that he is so ok with me having friends and chilling with them. it really shows that he trustes me and love me and all that good stuff. it's also crazy cool cuz bailey had such a good time. she had no clue that it was going to happen and when she walked in the first words out of her mouth were "it's loud" she said it all soft and stuff it was great!
the bad things that have happened. i had shengals (or how ever you spell it) that was horrid and terrible and all of that crap. they, being the Dr., said that is was from stress. we all know who woudl be causing that! and when my father found out about it being caused by stress he told me "see i told you you needed to lighten up" yeah that was fun! so that was 10 of the worst day of my life. but i got to go to my grandparents house. so they took me in and loved me and made me all better. and i was extra happy cuz matthew found out about that and came and sat we me on the couch, that was all i was good for, ever night. he gave up his plans and his friends to sit with his sick girlfriend and watch tv that he did not like all that much. this is another reason why i love him so much! so being sick was not all that bad cuz i ot to see him. god i love that man! parenst have not changed things are still the same if not a little worse. but i only have 3 more months so it will work. and i know that when i am out of the house i will like them a lot more. well i hope i will. so i think thats it for the bad stuff that i can say on the LJ dont want to go and mess thigs up lord knows that wont help!
as for more happy news. my brother is doing great. he is in alabama learning how to fly. he is loving it and is 2ed in his class. i got to see him back in december. that was awesome. and he likes matthew so that made me so very very happy. and he is happy so it's all good.
one very happy memorie... we had late starts cuz of tests, and the amaing matthew came and suprised me on one of them. we got to play and go to brakefast and all kinds of good stuff. i woke up to his ring on my phone. answered thinking he was just calling to say good am or something. he then asked the norm, how are you how did you sleep, then is it raining where you are? i told him i had no clue, he told me to look and i did and he was standing outside my window. i almost died! he does cute stuff like that and it makes me so happy. the random little things that make me feel so loved are the best!
much love
i also have a job now. i am working at shea caffee. on 32ed street and shea. so all of you should come see me. i work on saturdays from 7 to 3. i really like it. i work with one of be bestfriends, cayleigh. her and i have become much better friends because of our choice in men. she is going out with derek, matthews best friend. so we see each other all the time. it's funny cuz she is the one that i tryed so hard to hate. however i failed terribly! i love her to death.
as for other friends benny and i are still very close as are bailey and i. we all just had her 18th birthday party at a hotell. that was a major blast and we should do that all the time! i got to chill with a bunch of the ppl that i only see when we have parties. and we had such a good time. i am so happy as well that matthew was so ok with being there with me and not being all over eachother. it makes me so happy that he is so ok with me having friends and chilling with them. it really shows that he trustes me and love me and all that good stuff. it's also crazy cool cuz bailey had such a good time. she had no clue that it was going to happen and when she walked in the first words out of her mouth were "it's loud" she said it all soft and stuff it was great!
the bad things that have happened. i had shengals (or how ever you spell it) that was horrid and terrible and all of that crap. they, being the Dr., said that is was from stress. we all know who woudl be causing that! and when my father found out about it being caused by stress he told me "see i told you you needed to lighten up" yeah that was fun! so that was 10 of the worst day of my life. but i got to go to my grandparents house. so they took me in and loved me and made me all better. and i was extra happy cuz matthew found out about that and came and sat we me on the couch, that was all i was good for, ever night. he gave up his plans and his friends to sit with his sick girlfriend and watch tv that he did not like all that much. this is another reason why i love him so much! so being sick was not all that bad cuz i ot to see him. god i love that man! parenst have not changed things are still the same if not a little worse. but i only have 3 more months so it will work. and i know that when i am out of the house i will like them a lot more. well i hope i will. so i think thats it for the bad stuff that i can say on the LJ dont want to go and mess thigs up lord knows that wont help!
as for more happy news. my brother is doing great. he is in alabama learning how to fly. he is loving it and is 2ed in his class. i got to see him back in december. that was awesome. and he likes matthew so that made me so very very happy. and he is happy so it's all good.
one very happy memorie... we had late starts cuz of tests, and the amaing matthew came and suprised me on one of them. we got to play and go to brakefast and all kinds of good stuff. i woke up to his ring on my phone. answered thinking he was just calling to say good am or something. he then asked the norm, how are you how did you sleep, then is it raining where you are? i told him i had no clue, he told me to look and i did and he was standing outside my window. i almost died! he does cute stuff like that and it makes me so happy. the random little things that make me feel so loved are the best!
much love