Jun 10, 2005 13:42
So my guy came over last night and we had incredible sex. I have never been with anyone that can make me come so many times. The thing I have been thinking about isn't just the sex though - it is him and us. He is married and we had been seeing each other about a year when I broke it off last fall. Then in April I broke down and saw him again and we have been pretty much together since except it is different this time. I figured out that I have feelings for him, but haven't said anything. He told me last night that he this just isn't about sex that he likes me a lot - we never talk about our feelings, so I didn't know what to say. Then he spent an hour and a half chatting away about his life growing up and his hobbies - which is weird because he never talks. My parents are divorced and he asked me a couple of weeks ago if divorced people still talk to each other. He wants to see all the rooms of my house. I think he wants to leave his wife. Of course I haven't said anything. Confuses the hell out of me. I didn't know what to tell him when he called this morning so I just said nothing. I'm kinda of scared and kinda happy.