For Future Reference...
In case anyone actually reads this, please note the extremely important edit about two posts back. Some poignant words from a long lost friend caused me to reconsider the way I thought I felt. It also helped bring to light another important issue in my life, which coincidentally happened to be randomly brought up in conversation only a few days ago. It seems that no matter how I view myself, or even how I feel, I will never really be accepted by anyone as bisexual. Apparently, I'm just too fucking gay for that. Whether or not I like girls really has nothing to do with it. So if the world wants me to be gay, then so be it. I give up, I've decided it's gotten to the point where it's pretty much out of my control. You win...I'm gay.