What's happened has happened, and the past is just that...passed. Dwelling on what has happened to me will not change it or make it better. I must simply learn how to suck it up, and move on with my life. While I have obviously made some tremendous strides in self improvement since beginning this journal, i still have some very serious and ( Read more... )

guys are FUCKING ASSHOLES!!!!!

...that is all.

Something told me I would see you to the end. On one hand, I'm glad that your ultimate demise was all my fault, and not due to something entirely out of my control. On the other hand I feel like a complete dumbass...which I am. You were there for me whenever I needed you. You'd already been through the worst and continued on like it was nothing ( Read more... )

and so i am left, only 3/5 of a person.

....i don't wanna be next :(

and then there were 4...

Looking back through all of your old lj posts and laughing at how ridiculous you used to be. I suggest you try it sometime, it's pretty refreshing. wtf was i thinking?!?

had one of the most amazing weekends of my life thanks to the most amazing group of straight guys anyone will ever meet ever....just thought you all should know. This weekend also allowed me a massive amount of time to think, so I figured it might be good for me to take awhile and dump all of those thoughts into an unnecessarily long and detailed ( Read more... )

now i remember why my friends are so amazing...never again shall i forget.

I came to a realization last night, as I thought back on a conversation I was having with someone. Every time they asked how my classes were going, I would say good. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't say anything more than that. Good works, good does the job, there's nothing wrong with good...it's just not great. Have I really gotten ( Read more... )

cockblocked again...story of my life...