WHY?!?!?...why...
Why can't everything just be simple...that's all i wanna know.
I could make a big long ass entry right now about how shitty i feel, but i think i'll just spare myself the insanity.
I HATE...i don't know...everything? nothing? you?...i don't know...
You have such a huge power over me...and i hate that you do, but you do...and you know that you do, and i hate to think you take advantage of it...but you DO, you KNOW you do
I hate love...I want to love, but all I have is hate...love...is lovely, until eventually, it becomes hate, and pain, and sadness...to love, is to be weak, and to be weak, is to open yourself for more and more intense pain...and to set yourself up for a harder fall in the end...there is no other way...LOVE HURTS!!!
I can't explain...i wish i could, but i can't...so much love...SO...MUCH...LOVE...i try to love the one i should be loving, and i can't...my love is used up...used on the wrong people, at the wrong places, at the wrong times...it always ends badly...always...i can't...i just can't, that's all
you...will probably never see this...i try to tell you, but you will never know...it isn't right, it isn't fair, it isn't...it just isn't
...so much for sparing the insanity
I could make a big long ass entry right now about how shitty i feel, but i think i'll just spare myself the insanity.
I HATE...i don't know...everything? nothing? you?...i don't know...
You have such a huge power over me...and i hate that you do, but you do...and you know that you do, and i hate to think you take advantage of it...but you DO, you KNOW you do
I hate love...I want to love, but all I have is hate...love...is lovely, until eventually, it becomes hate, and pain, and sadness...to love, is to be weak, and to be weak, is to open yourself for more and more intense pain...and to set yourself up for a harder fall in the end...there is no other way...LOVE HURTS!!!
I can't explain...i wish i could, but i can't...so much love...SO...MUCH...LOVE...i try to love the one i should be loving, and i can't...my love is used up...used on the wrong people, at the wrong places, at the wrong times...it always ends badly...always...i can't...i just can't, that's all
you...will probably never see this...i try to tell you, but you will never know...it isn't right, it isn't fair, it isn't...it just isn't
...so much for sparing the insanity