May 02, 2005 19:01
i hope, i hope, i hope that kate doesnt have to work on saturday. she really shouldnt. it would just ruin all of our plans. so she really really shouldnt. but we are going to see house of wax. because i say so. and everybody else does as well.
but i really really really am lonely now. like all day i just kept thinking about macon. and all of that kind of shit. and wow did i get sad. i know its pathetic, but i really need somebody. and i know that many of you will say that it doesnt matter, and that it wont work out. and i bet others will say its better to have never loved, than to have loved and lost. but i think its better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved. and wow. i guess i just like opening up now. and thats probably why i get so depressed, because i open up like this, and then i get hurt. ok im done now.
i hope kate doesnt have to work saturday.