PINATA
i spent the afternoon at blakes house. wiht about 20 other people...well only chell, kate, kaity, tessa, kelsey, and of course blake. but we made pinatas. it was fun. except we did that only about 1/8 of the time we were there. but thats the whole point.
lately ive been having the feeling of lonelyness a lot more. whic is not a good thing at all. because then i get depressed, and then that leads to some things i dont want to mention. oh, which reminds me that the other day on oprah, i know oprah, but i had a reason to watch it. they had this girl on there who had a MAJOR cutting problem. and she would like smear her own blood on herself, like all over. and i was even disgusted. and my sister (who is oblivious to anything but herself), was all like how could anybody ever do that to themselves. and i just wanted to be like because it helps, not like you would understand you perfect little bitch. she seriously has everything she ever wanted, except for maybe like 1 guy. and she has complete control her her life. and i just cant stand her. well i can, but when shes like that i cant.
anyways...i think im done with this, umm yup i am. and i hate that chell just leaves to "get cookies" and never comes back. eff her.