Christmas break.....
Well christmas break has been okay so far I guess. David and I split up. I mean I do love him I just don't think I'm in love with him. He was so sweet to me (just not others) but I need someone that is going to do something with their life one day. They don't have to be serious all the time cuz it's fun to be a little playful but just not all the time. So yeah. He took it really hard and I felt so bad. I talked to him the other day and he was saying how he would like to go out one day during break just to a movie or something but I don't think that's such a good idea because he's still in love and I know that and that is not fair to him and I don't want to hurt him anymore then I already have. So yeah. Let's see what else. Oh Nacho and I finally went out last SUnday to go see Spanglish. I do not recomend that movie to anyone. From what I saw of it I didn't like it at all. So yeah but we had a great time. I think it's cuz he's so funny and easy to get comfortable with. But him and I already decided that I don't need to get into a relationship so soon and such so we're just gonna get to know eachother and stay as friends. And I think that is for the best. So yeah. I miss mi amor. We haven't talked in forever. But I've been kind of busy with the Christmas thing. Hopefully after saturday we'll be able to hang out or do something. Um oh yeah one more thing. Over the past like 2 weeks or whatever I've been having horrible side pain almost like cramps. Anyway I went to the doctor and he sent me to have an ultrasound done. The girl that did it wouldn't tell me the results but she kept zooming in on some dark spot on my overies. So yeah my mom and I think it's a sist that they would either have to remove or drain. I'm just scared because if it's actually on my overie (sp) and it's bad they would have to take the whole thing leaving my chances of having kids at only 50% and everyone knows how bad I want kids so yeah I'm really scared. But I won't know anything until Tuesday (the 28th) so we'll see how things go. Anyway I need to get going cuz my grandpa will be here any minute to do the whole christmas thing....well you all take care and if I don't update soon the Merry Christmas to everyone! (and be safe!)