i don't think i could endure if i let him walk away, when i have so much to say...

[sparklies70]

OK, who wants to redo my journal layout for me?!?!?! i want it to be like..black. everyone thinks i've like gone goth or something now. FIRST SHE DYES HER BEAUTIFUL BLONDE HAIR TO DARK BROWN AND NOW SHE WANTS HER JOURNAL LAYOUT TO BE BLACK INSTEAD OF WHATEVER-COLOR-SCHEME-THAT-IS??!?!? OMMMGGGGG. hahaha sorry spasm. anyway. i'm totally leaving in 2 days. i can't wait. i'm sort of packed..umm.. i'm organized. actually my mom organized everything i'm bringing into several categories: button-down shirts, jeans, nice pants, nice sweaters, sets, sweats, hoodies, "going out" attire, and tshirts. i think she's borderline OCD. or just a really awesome mom. is 20 pairs of shoes excessive to be bringing to school? I THINK NOT. so i'm really leaving, and i really love you. lots of interesting things have been happening lately. last thursday i said goodbye to my best friend. monday night i said goodbye to my other best friend. i love you boys:( last night i saw kerri, who left this morning. tonight i say goodbye to aaron. tomorrow i say goodbye to everyone else:( it's mildly saddening that we're all leaving. but i'm really excited. okay so list of books i'm bringing to school:

The Bible (duh)
Dictionary of Pyschology
The Search For the Real Self: Unmasking the Personality Disorders of Our Age
Abnormal Psychology: Comprehensive Outline in Easy-to-Use Narrative Format
Driven to Distraction: Recognizing and Coping with Attention Deficit Disorder from Childhood Through Adulthood

and finally

The Player's Handbook by Heidi Fleiss. The Ultimate Guide on Dating & Relationships

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and that is all. the next time i update will probably be from my little desk in DeCHANTAL 373!!!!