i need advice

Feb 26, 2006 11:04

it's resolved
we're cool

we're not cool
you know that being friends would be the best way to go
i know that too
it could work
it won't

i'm being selfish
i think that you could give me more
but you can't
and i don't want to make you

i like you
i lied
you like me
you lied
i don't understand
why are we choosing to be naive?
you think that maybe if we keep lying it will all just go away?
does that ever work?
denile?

in plainer terms:

boy likes girl
girl likes boy
boy lives far away
boy has no money/time for girl
boy gives up
girl does not
boy says boy and girl should stop liking each other
because boy thinks boy and girl will only get hurt
boy says boy's given up
boy says boy's afraid of commitment
boy says boy and girl should still talk
because boy really likes talking to girl
girl freaks out
girl talks with girl friends
girl and girl friends establish that boy is a jerk
girl gets mad
girl writes mean things
girl says boy's ego is inflated
girl says boy is nothing girl has ever wanted
girl says boy is a god to poor innocent girls
girl did a bad thing
boy gets mad
boy writes sarcastic things that no one else understands
communication between boy and girl is at a temporary hault
girl goes nuts
girl is nuts
boy is bitter
girl wants to give boy swift kick in the face
boy would fight back
boy and girl actually talk
girl tells boy that the only way he's going to get what he wants is to tell girl he doesn't like her anymore and be honest
boy says boy doesn't like girl
boy lies
girl knows
boy doesn't understand that the only way girl would give up hope is if boy wants nothing to do with girl
girl is so confused
girl doesn't know why girl still likes boy
girl realizes that it's best in the long run for boy and girl to be friends
girl says girl doesn't like boy
boy agrees
girl does not
poor poor girl
poor poor boy

hmm
why don't i just give up?
because i think i can change his mind?
why do i want to change his mind?
i thought we established that he was no good
he isn't
he isn't any good for me
so
why can't i just stop liking him?
he's right you know
if we keep running away from our feelings they're eventually go away
but what does that do?
oh help i guess
well
what if i don't want that to happen?
haha
i told him i'm not giving up
i'm persistant
but does that make me selfish?
because this is just one thing he wants
because we both know it really isn't likely that it will work at all
but i have hope
i can't help it
i don't know

sigh..
what should i do?
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