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ive managed to make myself vunerable again.
ive made it easy for just about anyone to break me. and honestly, i fucking beg for it.
this is so three years ago, its pathetic.
i thought you fucking grew out of this
::EDIT:: 630ish..
.deep breaths.
right??
right.
today i was told i needed to see a therapist.
for some reason it kind of hurt to hear it from someone other than myself.
its not as easy to write off as me just over exaggerating anymore..
and i really dont know how to feel about that.
ive made it easy for just about anyone to break me. and honestly, i fucking beg for it.
this is so three years ago, its pathetic.
i thought you fucking grew out of this
::EDIT:: 630ish..
.deep breaths.
right??
right.
today i was told i needed to see a therapist.
for some reason it kind of hurt to hear it from someone other than myself.
its not as easy to write off as me just over exaggerating anymore..
and i really dont know how to feel about that.