Back From Herrin...
I was in Herrin this weekend.
Definitely not the fun trip I wanted but it was very last minute. My brother Evan had been REALLY sick for over a week and we thought he was getting better but he got worse so he had to have surgery. I can't think of the word for what he had but it stuff to do with his bowels and a bacteria. I don't know.
So I called off 2 days of work (now I'm broke) & drove all night with my parents. Got 2 hours of sleep then went to the hospital at 6:30am. Then sat at the hospital for 12 hours. With all of my brothers stuff and everything on my mind I was a mess. I was crying off and on all day. I love Erin & Mel because they know EVERYTHING thats wrong and they have been wonderful for me. Especially Erin...I miss that girl so much it's ridiculous. And I'm going to see her very soon. ;)
So I'm just out of it now. I'm back and ready to work this week! I'm ready to make some money. I'm ready to work out!! I'm hell bound and DETERMINED to get a good dancers body. I'm ready to start my classes at the gym! It's a new week and the words of Natasha Bedingfield: "Today is where your book begins...the rest is still unwritten."
Lent starts this week and I'm giving up alcohol and fast food. Plus I've been slacking on my NO CUSSING policy. That happens in a bar. So I need lots of support!!!!!!!
Definitely not the fun trip I wanted but it was very last minute. My brother Evan had been REALLY sick for over a week and we thought he was getting better but he got worse so he had to have surgery. I can't think of the word for what he had but it stuff to do with his bowels and a bacteria. I don't know.
So I called off 2 days of work (now I'm broke) & drove all night with my parents. Got 2 hours of sleep then went to the hospital at 6:30am. Then sat at the hospital for 12 hours. With all of my brothers stuff and everything on my mind I was a mess. I was crying off and on all day. I love Erin & Mel because they know EVERYTHING thats wrong and they have been wonderful for me. Especially Erin...I miss that girl so much it's ridiculous. And I'm going to see her very soon. ;)
So I'm just out of it now. I'm back and ready to work this week! I'm ready to make some money. I'm ready to work out!! I'm hell bound and DETERMINED to get a good dancers body. I'm ready to start my classes at the gym! It's a new week and the words of Natasha Bedingfield: "Today is where your book begins...the rest is still unwritten."
Lent starts this week and I'm giving up alcohol and fast food. Plus I've been slacking on my NO CUSSING policy. That happens in a bar. So I need lots of support!!!!!!!