Shake it Off
Thank you God!!! Thank you!! Thank you!!!
I've been enjoying the solitude of shutting down into my own world. Even though I haven't been making ANY money it's been nice not having to work lately. I'm a little stressed with having to teach my dance to the class tomorrow. It's not the same. I actually have to be a decent teacher and know what I'm doing.
*SIGH* So, I talked to Adam AGAIN last night because I'm trying to finish all of this. However, he has helped me through an extremely personal situation that I've been going through this week. Hence the "Thank you God" at the beginning of this entry. And NOPE keeping this one to myself and a select few people. ANYWAYS...so I just want to continue to dig for the "truth" well last nights extra tid bit of goodness was finding out that he'd been with her before he came to see me for my BIRTHDAY!! Yea...OUCH! I think that one hurts the most.
I've been giving it a lot of thought and now that I'm able to think a little bit more clearly I'm going to just lay down an ultimatum.
Whoa whoa wait a second...so in the process of typing this entry I've been dispelling this information to Mel. And I just discovered something BIG. During the time before me & Adam went on vacation Mel told me that Chris & Andy told her that they'd walked in on him & Vanessa. OMG OMG!!!!!!! He got me so pissed off at them to the point that I didn't know what to think anymore. And they were telling the TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*SIGH* this has gotta stop.
ghandi1983: you know what though ashley, you cared about a person that you thought he was, that we now know no longer exists
Eyezlikewings: you make a good point....
ghandi1983: that never really did exist
ghandi1983: it was ALL LIES
Eyezlikewings: seems like it...
I've been enjoying the solitude of shutting down into my own world. Even though I haven't been making ANY money it's been nice not having to work lately. I'm a little stressed with having to teach my dance to the class tomorrow. It's not the same. I actually have to be a decent teacher and know what I'm doing.
*SIGH* So, I talked to Adam AGAIN last night because I'm trying to finish all of this. However, he has helped me through an extremely personal situation that I've been going through this week. Hence the "Thank you God" at the beginning of this entry. And NOPE keeping this one to myself and a select few people. ANYWAYS...so I just want to continue to dig for the "truth" well last nights extra tid bit of goodness was finding out that he'd been with her before he came to see me for my BIRTHDAY!! Yea...OUCH! I think that one hurts the most.
I've been giving it a lot of thought and now that I'm able to think a little bit more clearly I'm going to just lay down an ultimatum.
Whoa whoa wait a second...so in the process of typing this entry I've been dispelling this information to Mel. And I just discovered something BIG. During the time before me & Adam went on vacation Mel told me that Chris & Andy told her that they'd walked in on him & Vanessa. OMG OMG!!!!!!! He got me so pissed off at them to the point that I didn't know what to think anymore. And they were telling the TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*SIGH* this has gotta stop.
ghandi1983: you know what though ashley, you cared about a person that you thought he was, that we now know no longer exists
Eyezlikewings: you make a good point....
ghandi1983: that never really did exist
ghandi1983: it was ALL LIES
Eyezlikewings: seems like it...