Out of Character
So it's really funny the things that you don't know when they go on underneath your own nose. Adam came here to visit me a few times this summer as you all know. Well, let me back track. I know that I put my Journal out there for everyone to see and I take that risk with those who read it. I'm very open with my life but not everything.
However, I hope that everyone who reads this journal doesn't take the things that I say or the information that they can get from it and use it to their own advantage. I won't name names because I'm a little bit more respectable than that. But someone has been reading my journal just so they could get information on anything going on with me & Adam. And Adam failed to tell me all of this.
Well, during one of his visit it to see me he went through my personal AIM lists to "block" people from my list. Grrrrr...it infuriated me because nothing pisses me off more when you intentionally betray my trust like that. Things are cool with me & him because it happened a while ago and all of that doesn't matter anymore. He is my friend and I care about him so much.
However, in a way I understand her. I understand her a lot. And even though she's not my favorite person. I still respect her and think that she's a cool gal. I'm sorry things had to be this way.
By the way, I went to a strip club last night. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will say it was a random experience. One of those late night "lets just do it!" type of things. Honestly, I wasn't that impressed. But there was this one girl there that I thought was so cute and I just wanted to tell her that she could do something so much better with her life!! Oh well.
Off to a busy night at work tonight. I close tonight, tomorrow, Sunday, & Monday. Then I don't work again til Friday. Then the restaurant is closed Sat, Sun, & Mon. At first I was really excited to not have to see that place for a while but it's putting a HUGE dent in my car fund. Oh well. I can get a good start on school stuff then.
However, I hope that everyone who reads this journal doesn't take the things that I say or the information that they can get from it and use it to their own advantage. I won't name names because I'm a little bit more respectable than that. But someone has been reading my journal just so they could get information on anything going on with me & Adam. And Adam failed to tell me all of this.
Well, during one of his visit it to see me he went through my personal AIM lists to "block" people from my list. Grrrrr...it infuriated me because nothing pisses me off more when you intentionally betray my trust like that. Things are cool with me & him because it happened a while ago and all of that doesn't matter anymore. He is my friend and I care about him so much.
However, in a way I understand her. I understand her a lot. And even though she's not my favorite person. I still respect her and think that she's a cool gal. I'm sorry things had to be this way.
By the way, I went to a strip club last night. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will say it was a random experience. One of those late night "lets just do it!" type of things. Honestly, I wasn't that impressed. But there was this one girl there that I thought was so cute and I just wanted to tell her that she could do something so much better with her life!! Oh well.
Off to a busy night at work tonight. I close tonight, tomorrow, Sunday, & Monday. Then I don't work again til Friday. Then the restaurant is closed Sat, Sun, & Mon. At first I was really excited to not have to see that place for a while but it's putting a HUGE dent in my car fund. Oh well. I can get a good start on school stuff then.