*THIS POSTS FOR YOU TRAV*

[sparkl_kisses69]

okay... so ANOTHER one of travs friends told me about his lil "secret". guess its not such a big secret nemore .. huh trav??? thats so fucked up. i shoulda broke up with ur ass so long ago. ppl kept tellin me bout how sneaky u were. i shoulda fuckin jus listened to everyone and what my heart was tellin me was rite. i knew u were sneakin around the whole time... but whne someone tells a girl that.. she doesnt wanna believe it about her own bf i guess. see.. u got mad at me for callin u a hypocrit... i guess u really r one.. rnt u ??? u say u get pissed at me when u see me? well fuck that. cuz u have NO reason to be mad at me. i told u *everything* while we were goin out. and u didnt fuckin tell me jack fuckin shit. so much stuff has set me off today. i dunno what to fuckin do nemore. i cant wait til i leave this stupidass fuckin city. so much stupid fuckin shit has happened to me here.... i hate it... all i wanna do is go home and cry!!! these fuckin energy pills have made me so anxious/pissed off/nervous and i dunno why. then i hear all this shit today that jus fuckin crushed me. trav.. i really thought u were something special ... but i guess ur jus another stupid ass fuckin guy. god... i hate relationships. why did u treat me so fuckin good when u were jus screwin me over the whole time. u said u didnt play me cuz we went out for 5 months... well i went out with kiel for a yr and played him that whole time. i kno exactly how to play that game. trust me. i shoulda jus seen u were playin it with me cuz u acted just the way i acted when i was goin out with kiel. it jus kills me because u looked me straight into my eyes and lied to me. thats fucked up. i really thought i was in love. i guess when something seems to good to be true.. it really is usually..... honestly trav.. i dun give a fuck what u think of me nemore cuz to me ur about a fuckin inch tall in my eyes. but trust me.. when u have somme girlfriend thats naggin u .. ull think back to me and wish u didnt fuck me over like u did. because i was the best thing ull ever have. did i not have enough sex with you? did i not give you enough freedom? was i not pretty enough for u? i dun fuckin understand. i did everything in my power to make you happy and u fuckin turn around and stab me in the back. how do u look someone right in their eyes that you "love" and lie rite to them... ? i dun understand it... trav.. if ur readin this .. post back annonymous or something. i dun give a fuck what u say. try n bash me down all u want.. it aint gunna do shit cuz im bout as low down as i can get. its just i really thought ud be the one.. the one whod love me forever and always be there for me... the one i could tell nething and *trust*. obviously.. u werent.

trav... not only do i think ur a lil hoe ass bitch. but ur friends have came up to me and asked me why i stayed with u so long after all the shit i heard. even ur friends think ur a lil hoe. thats sad... huh??