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over the wkend i had to work a lot. i hung out with wesley and kiel a lot tho. wesley likes me a lot ... but i dun really like him like that. i dunno how to tell him that i dun without hurting him. cuz hes so much younger then i am. hes such a sweetie tho! i really like kiel tho. i was thinkin and i seriously dunno why i was such a bitch to him when we went out. he was the best bf i had. he always came to pick me up, did whatever i asked, bought me whatever i wantd. and he still likes me after all that shit i put him thru. thatd be like me still likin trav after all that shit i found out. that still pisses me off. yesterday i went up to trav and asked him if he hated me cuz he never talks to me nemore. he said its cuz every time he talks to me he gets pissed off. okay.. somebody explain to me what he has to get pissed about?!?!? i didnt fuckin do shit to piss him off. yeah i waited forever to tell him that shit but i had a good reason. nick was my best friend. if nething i should be mad at trav. but im not cuz were obviously never goin back out again so theres no point in dwellin over what he did... i still havent said enthing to him about it yet.. i dun think i will because its jus gunna start more shit nd i dun even care about it nemore. thats fuckd up that he already did shit with another girl tho.. he did like a few days after we broke up i guess. thats what his freinds keep tellin me at least. at first.. one person came up and told me bout what he did while we were goin out. and i believed that person and then some more of his friends came up and said the same thing. so i def. believe it jus cuz its his good friends that r tellin me. its fucked up... whatever tho. i would still like to have trav as a friend but its pretty apparent how much he fuckin hates me. bulllllshit!
okay.. so i guess trav read my post about how i was gunna hang out with jeff and someone said that me and trav r jus tryin to make each other jealous. personally.. im not tryin to makehim jealous tho.. i was jus tellin u guys bout that hott ass guy! wooooah baby i love that boy! we were supposed to hang out on sat nite but i accidentally forgot to call him saturday.. whoopsie! lol yeah.. i found out that he hsa a gf newayz so im happy we didnt hang out. cuz i hate CHEATERS!!! *hint*hint*... ugghhh...
i told trav that he played me while we were goin out. he said that he wouldnt of played me for 5 months and he couldnt of. but trust me.. its possible .. cuz i played kiel for over a year. i feel horrible about that tho cuz kiel was so sweet to me! ill never cheat on ne of my bfs ever again.
bu they guys.. im gunna go !i love you!
yeah.. monica gave me these energy pills today and i was sooo hyper! lol
okay.. so i guess trav read my post about how i was gunna hang out with jeff and someone said that me and trav r jus tryin to make each other jealous. personally.. im not tryin to makehim jealous tho.. i was jus tellin u guys bout that hott ass guy! wooooah baby i love that boy! we were supposed to hang out on sat nite but i accidentally forgot to call him saturday.. whoopsie! lol yeah.. i found out that he hsa a gf newayz so im happy we didnt hang out. cuz i hate CHEATERS!!! *hint*hint*... ugghhh...
i told trav that he played me while we were goin out. he said that he wouldnt of played me for 5 months and he couldnt of. but trust me.. its possible .. cuz i played kiel for over a year. i feel horrible about that tho cuz kiel was so sweet to me! ill never cheat on ne of my bfs ever again.
bu they guys.. im gunna go !i love you!
yeah.. monica gave me these energy pills today and i was sooo hyper! lol