Mar 21, 2007 16:17
Ahhh... one week later and my dream has been analyzed! So the main theme of my dream is that I'm being torn in two. Right before I'm sacrificed I'm at the edge of that circle of dark water and I need to jump. Dark water in dreams is representative of the subconscious. So the short version is "I need to dive into my subconscious, or else be torn" Then we got to pick through my life and figure out what those two sides are.
Also... while in the water, there was this sort of torture scene. There were other people struggling in the water with me. We all HAD to dive down and retrieve these objects. Mine was this lemon that was tethered to the bottom and floating upward a bit. Apparently during further analyzation, I regarded this lemon as something unimportant/tedious and this turned out to represent school. Tied down to the bottom... Only other thing I'll share is that my son during the dream portrayed my masculine side. He was about three. So it's supposedly very small. I was safe the entire time I was with him, and as soon as I leave him to try and protect him... is when doom calls!
More people have been questioning what I'm doing/thinking in class. I've found out that most people think I am "spazzing out" at the time. Creepy.
And I feel like I've pretty much found what I might want to do with my life. It seems to take all my interests (aside from linguistics) and mix it all into one area! So. Behavior. That's it. If not specializing in that, it will probably be somekind of social psychology or neurobiology field. Or at least thats what it's looking like from todays perspective.
I have a huge crush to be somebodys friend and I think I'm going to pounce. He smokes alot and wrote a poem called "When We Two Sharted", this can only turn out good.
SICK! I just got a recruitment call from the marines at my house and had to spend 15 minutes explaining why I do not want to join the marines. Can they do that?? Ha... and I just found an email from Mrs. Edwards in my inbox. Definately enough solicitation for one day.
My therapist says it's TRUE! Ecstacy does burn holes in your brain!!!ouch.neveragain.
Taking school off tomarrow to go spend a crazy day with my good friends Christopher & Braveheart.