Today I have publicized all my past journal entries. This is because I think I should stop being ashamed of myself. I think privatizing it is some kind of sheild that we use in hopes to not be judged by people who might not know us the way we wish to be perceived. I should learn to say fuck the way you perceive me. I know im trying to give beauty ( Read more... )

I haven't worked in almost two months, fuckin awesome!!.. I dont deny that part of me loves working but damn a vacation is nice. I wish the whole new generation could just move to Canada and start a new government haha, I have a feeling this might be one of the best summers of my life. I know I don't have much but I love everything around me. The ( Read more... )

Writing was my healthy outlet as absurd as my inner voice may sound on paper (or echoing through hyperspace). So I am going to force myself to continue on!.. maybe not as recurrent as the old days....

The old days. I guess somethings are still the same. Unfortunately I like smoking just as much as ever. Just as frustrated with this country than ever ( Read more... )

Halloween here I come!
I guess I dont have to worry about dying my hair black now..


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It's a boy!!!!! My kitten's name is R2D2!

I'll just put it out here for buisness purposes... if anyone readng this has been contemplating "enriching" their afterparty, (425)761-3967

I'll see you fools on the dance floor.

Open the bag,
Pull apart the pieces,
Lay them straight 
and roll.
Dab the paper,
Twist it artfully
and light 'er up.
In my room,
Arm out the window,
I take in two distinct sets of air and relax.
The frustration is erased,
The creativity flows 
And I am at ease.

Reception, Perception,
I want to be that step above neutral
Fighting for the greater good.
Imagination ( Read more... )

I may have to do summer school. Again. I'm almost prefering that over this alternative.

Thursday I was pushed to the breaking point. I ended up in the emergency room for 8 hours. An anxiety attack like none other. Well... here I build in oppression.

But hot damn. I'm a lot smarter than I ever gave myself credit for.

I'm dating that crazy kid J.P. ( Read more... )

Canada: Land of the Free

A train, a bus, and a ferry ride later I find myself in Canada. Roberts Creek. It rocks my world. The people are always adventuring, high-spirited and overall nicer people I'd say. Roberts Creek is wonderful. It's an artists community with tons of crazy people hanging around. From stilt performers, to jade carvers, to DJ's. ( Read more... )

There was a time when you were my conscience
Behind every action
Hesitation would come at the thought of you.
To let you down,
To break your trust,
For the continuum of fate
God will permit.
All I've ever known close to my heart.
You had my faith
My decisions
My words
My body.
The god that never disappoints,
Has failed.
Failure comes a-bitting 
In the mere form ( Read more... )

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Email from the other coolest ex-boyfriend.Say what??
Got baked with a small and long-lost friend.

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles(TMNT) plays at parkplace theater everyday at 4:20 PM. Emily and I will be there this wednesday afternoon. A blunt. Goldfish crackers. Hormonal & Mutant NINJA..... turtles! You know ( Read more... )