and so the ball of life, starts rolling....
I have been thinking for a while, that i need to move on, and since i had my birthday, i have got things going...
i have more responsibilities at work now... but its still sooooo borring during the day...there is NOTHING to do.. and i need my brain to be working...
i feel as though its breaking up into small pieces..
so friday i look through the recruitment pages of the paper, and stumble upon 2 great things... so i have phoned up for the application packs... and i think i have a pretty good chance at them both...
1.because one of them is what i want to do in the future, but get paid for it.
and
2. the other one, which i really think i have a good shot at, is directly linked to my hopefully future job..
and if i get either of them, it may give me a chance to get the old foot in dor back door as they say... or if not, when i do apply to the big one, it will look good, coz i have been working for it...
doesnt make much sense i know, but i dont wanna give too much away..
failing that, work have said i can look at an NVQ which will keep my brain activated, i wont have to pay for it, andit will give me a qualification, at the end of it... which will look good for the aplication of the big one... because, i have done stuff with my life... LIFE EXPERIENCE!
in other news, things actually seem to be working well with hot guy..
we have been in touch a lot...
and he is so very vey cute!
mature, but still loads of fun..
i went out saturday with chris, lucy and claire, and to be honest it was pretty shit... but we went out..then walked around and chatted, and chris told me a few things of what happened on my birthday, the fact that HE asked out hot guy, and said, well if u ever feel like switching teams... hahaha..
but we had a laugh...then i got home, and hot guy PHONES ME and oh my god, i got this bubbly feeling inside, just remembering how good he sounds aswell...
very very sexy.. so we sit and chat for a while..
i tell him i have no work for a week, and he said we should meet up, hes back again to play footy...
so does he want me to watch him play? or go out in the evening? ergh!
then i fall asleep after we finish chatting, and he is txting me..
wishing i was with him,
(Awwwww)
it was really bizzare...
i went out and only had 2 drinks but was a lil tiddly..
i asked him if he were drunk, and he said no... so i was like... r u only phoning coz ur drunk, and he said no...
to be honest he didnt sound drunk...
then i wake up at 5, because i do that every morning now... and there is a txt from hot guy..."r u ok?"
so i say yes i was asleep, and he txts back...
and so it continues!
ahhhh..
like i said if anything comes of it, then fab, if not...never mind...
i have more responsibilities at work now... but its still sooooo borring during the day...there is NOTHING to do.. and i need my brain to be working...
i feel as though its breaking up into small pieces..
so friday i look through the recruitment pages of the paper, and stumble upon 2 great things... so i have phoned up for the application packs... and i think i have a pretty good chance at them both...
1.because one of them is what i want to do in the future, but get paid for it.
and
2. the other one, which i really think i have a good shot at, is directly linked to my hopefully future job..
and if i get either of them, it may give me a chance to get the old foot in dor back door as they say... or if not, when i do apply to the big one, it will look good, coz i have been working for it...
doesnt make much sense i know, but i dont wanna give too much away..
failing that, work have said i can look at an NVQ which will keep my brain activated, i wont have to pay for it, andit will give me a qualification, at the end of it... which will look good for the aplication of the big one... because, i have done stuff with my life... LIFE EXPERIENCE!
in other news, things actually seem to be working well with hot guy..
we have been in touch a lot...
and he is so very vey cute!
mature, but still loads of fun..
i went out saturday with chris, lucy and claire, and to be honest it was pretty shit... but we went out..then walked around and chatted, and chris told me a few things of what happened on my birthday, the fact that HE asked out hot guy, and said, well if u ever feel like switching teams... hahaha..
but we had a laugh...then i got home, and hot guy PHONES ME and oh my god, i got this bubbly feeling inside, just remembering how good he sounds aswell...
very very sexy.. so we sit and chat for a while..
i tell him i have no work for a week, and he said we should meet up, hes back again to play footy...
so does he want me to watch him play? or go out in the evening? ergh!
then i fall asleep after we finish chatting, and he is txting me..
wishing i was with him,
(Awwwww)
it was really bizzare...
i went out and only had 2 drinks but was a lil tiddly..
i asked him if he were drunk, and he said no... so i was like... r u only phoning coz ur drunk, and he said no...
to be honest he didnt sound drunk...
then i wake up at 5, because i do that every morning now... and there is a txt from hot guy..."r u ok?"
so i say yes i was asleep, and he txts back...
and so it continues!
ahhhh..
like i said if anything comes of it, then fab, if not...never mind...