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SOOO!
It was my birthday on saturday...
i had to work, coz i didnt book it off... a gym member gave me some monies..
which was very nice, and i got pressies from my boss, and some other work mates too...
took in a huge cake, that everybody loved.
plans changed coz no bugger wanted to go out... so i ended up down in the blackbirds in hertford with harry, chris, lucy and dev..
met haz and dev there...chris was like 1/2 hour late picking me up...
so went down the pub, and had a great catch up with harry...
chris wanted to go early coz he was out the next day...
but we all sat and chatted happily...then i saw my mate from work jo... who was at the pub with her mates...so i went and had chats with her..
bumped into kirst....
saw her earlier in new look, and was a lil weird with me, but she explained all that, which is mucho coolio..
went back to haz and co.. and some guys started chatting to us...
"what u doing here??"
"its me birthday!! WOOP!"
one thought that chris was a pimp...lol...
they bought us drinkies..
got drunkies!
that was the gym members fault though... coz his money supplied me and hazza with shots...and thats what made me drunk! (not half way thru my second double vodka and coke, i promise!)
So we were having a very good time, thought one particular guy was VERY VERY VERY hot..
he said i had a pretty face and beautiful eyes...
yummy!
then i found out he was 28! but he only looks like 24! i promise! YUMMY!
then him and his mates were like:
LETS GO TO ZERO!
erm no!
so he said he'd stay if i sang stay by east 17...
which i did! :$
so they stayed for a bit longer...and he was all huggy and holdy handzie.. like normal holdy handzie, then he let go, so i just kinda picked up my drink, and he grabbed it back, and clasped it, you, know all fingers intwinded..
so after a few more drinks they decided to go...
and then went...
chris then decided (because he fancied the pants off of hot guy) that he wanted to stay longer, and that we should go to zero's...
which, me, haz, lucy and chris did...
(dev was wandering around with some others in the pub... and didnt wanna go...)
so me and haz get there first, all stumbly like...
then we see hot guy and co...
and basically stayed there all nite with them...
hot guy: "Ur mate keeps looking at me"
me: "i think thats because he likes yooou.."
haha.
hot guy was hot..i mean very very hot...
and we were practically glued to each other all nite then... he kept buying me drinks...
and other guys have offed to buy me drinks before, and when they do, i leave them, because, u dont know who they are...
they could have done anything to it..
but i felt quite safe with hot guy...
it was nice..lovely...
so i let him buy me drinks, and i drank them... and i didnt care...
he had that type of kiss, that makes ur skin go all tingly...
and makes u shiver, and he held me in that very gorgeous way, that made me feel all warm and fuzzy...lol...
very protective and strong, that type of feeling that he towers above u, wraps himslef around u, and makes u feel safe..and it was nice to feel that again..
and because i was thinking that it was only sitting in a pub, i wasnt really all club like, tits out, arse out, i had a pair of baggy jeans on and a vest top on...no make up, (dont really wear it anyways..)
and he still made an aim for me... and tha makes u feel good too...
and yes by the end everyone was out their faces,but it still made me feel good...lol...
and i quote:hot guy: " u are like the only girl, who could ever pull off wearing baggy jeans, and make them look sexy..u r very hot.."
HA!
*HEAD EXPLODES*
everyone likes attention..
then after much more dancing, and kissing etc etc..it was time to leave....and chris gave hot guy a lift home...which was nice..
and hot guy gave me his number..
and a very long kiss goodnight...
so i wake up all smug like...then look in the mirror and have red marks on my chin, and around my mouth... lol.. i have a a stubble rash...lol..
so i go into work, still all smiley..
and people notice the rash, and laugh...
"u had a good night then.."
so yes i explain to a few peeps that hot guy who was 28 made an aim for me..
and then i think i could text him...
dum dum duuuum...
i mean why not, got nothing to loose..
im not expecting anything to come of it...really...
if he txts back then great, and maybe we could keep in touch.. if not, then who cares..it was a great evening...
but he does txt back...so there...
like i said, if it keeps going then thats cool, if not then u know, i dont expect it to...
he knows im 20, and he is 28.. thats a gap..
him and his mates r a laugh..
he lives and works in london, comes back to hertford to see his folks..
it was though, i have to say..one of the best nites of my life...no joke, i havent enjoyed myself like that for ages..
i got my old hazzy back, shes soooo happy...and im so proud of her, and very very happy for her...
my best birthday by far..much better than my 18th and 19th..
i feel so different now...
on my birthday i was just in this hazeiness of weirdness, i didnt expect to feel different, but i did...
i feel old all of a sudden, like its my time to move on.. and shine...
get my ball of life rolling...
ive been waiting ages to feel like this... and now i can feel it..
im not a kid anymore, not a teenager- at 18 ur an adult, yeah... u can vote, u can drive...but ur still a teeeeen
i am a proper adult all of a sudden...
in zeros i bumped into a girl, also celebrating her birthday, but it was her 17th..
and i just looked at her and felt old! lol...
its just so weird i cant explain it.. i know, i know im only 20..
but u guys just wait...
hopefully u will understand what i mean...
perhaps this is me finally maturing...
oh heck!
It was my birthday on saturday...
i had to work, coz i didnt book it off... a gym member gave me some monies..
which was very nice, and i got pressies from my boss, and some other work mates too...
took in a huge cake, that everybody loved.
plans changed coz no bugger wanted to go out... so i ended up down in the blackbirds in hertford with harry, chris, lucy and dev..
met haz and dev there...chris was like 1/2 hour late picking me up...
so went down the pub, and had a great catch up with harry...
chris wanted to go early coz he was out the next day...
but we all sat and chatted happily...then i saw my mate from work jo... who was at the pub with her mates...so i went and had chats with her..
bumped into kirst....
saw her earlier in new look, and was a lil weird with me, but she explained all that, which is mucho coolio..
went back to haz and co.. and some guys started chatting to us...
"what u doing here??"
"its me birthday!! WOOP!"
one thought that chris was a pimp...lol...
they bought us drinkies..
got drunkies!
that was the gym members fault though... coz his money supplied me and hazza with shots...and thats what made me drunk! (not half way thru my second double vodka and coke, i promise!)
So we were having a very good time, thought one particular guy was VERY VERY VERY hot..
he said i had a pretty face and beautiful eyes...
yummy!
then i found out he was 28! but he only looks like 24! i promise! YUMMY!
then him and his mates were like:
LETS GO TO ZERO!
erm no!
so he said he'd stay if i sang stay by east 17...
which i did! :$
so they stayed for a bit longer...and he was all huggy and holdy handzie.. like normal holdy handzie, then he let go, so i just kinda picked up my drink, and he grabbed it back, and clasped it, you, know all fingers intwinded..
so after a few more drinks they decided to go...
and then went...
chris then decided (because he fancied the pants off of hot guy) that he wanted to stay longer, and that we should go to zero's...
which, me, haz, lucy and chris did...
(dev was wandering around with some others in the pub... and didnt wanna go...)
so me and haz get there first, all stumbly like...
then we see hot guy and co...
and basically stayed there all nite with them...
hot guy: "Ur mate keeps looking at me"
me: "i think thats because he likes yooou.."
haha.
hot guy was hot..i mean very very hot...
and we were practically glued to each other all nite then... he kept buying me drinks...
and other guys have offed to buy me drinks before, and when they do, i leave them, because, u dont know who they are...
they could have done anything to it..
but i felt quite safe with hot guy...
it was nice..lovely...
so i let him buy me drinks, and i drank them... and i didnt care...
he had that type of kiss, that makes ur skin go all tingly...
and makes u shiver, and he held me in that very gorgeous way, that made me feel all warm and fuzzy...lol...
very protective and strong, that type of feeling that he towers above u, wraps himslef around u, and makes u feel safe..and it was nice to feel that again..
and because i was thinking that it was only sitting in a pub, i wasnt really all club like, tits out, arse out, i had a pair of baggy jeans on and a vest top on...no make up, (dont really wear it anyways..)
and he still made an aim for me... and tha makes u feel good too...
and yes by the end everyone was out their faces,but it still made me feel good...lol...
and i quote:hot guy: " u are like the only girl, who could ever pull off wearing baggy jeans, and make them look sexy..u r very hot.."
HA!
*HEAD EXPLODES*
everyone likes attention..
then after much more dancing, and kissing etc etc..it was time to leave....and chris gave hot guy a lift home...which was nice..
and hot guy gave me his number..
and a very long kiss goodnight...
so i wake up all smug like...then look in the mirror and have red marks on my chin, and around my mouth... lol.. i have a a stubble rash...lol..
so i go into work, still all smiley..
and people notice the rash, and laugh...
"u had a good night then.."
so yes i explain to a few peeps that hot guy who was 28 made an aim for me..
and then i think i could text him...
dum dum duuuum...
i mean why not, got nothing to loose..
im not expecting anything to come of it...really...
if he txts back then great, and maybe we could keep in touch.. if not, then who cares..it was a great evening...
but he does txt back...so there...
like i said, if it keeps going then thats cool, if not then u know, i dont expect it to...
he knows im 20, and he is 28.. thats a gap..
him and his mates r a laugh..
he lives and works in london, comes back to hertford to see his folks..
it was though, i have to say..one of the best nites of my life...no joke, i havent enjoyed myself like that for ages..
i got my old hazzy back, shes soooo happy...and im so proud of her, and very very happy for her...
my best birthday by far..much better than my 18th and 19th..
i feel so different now...
on my birthday i was just in this hazeiness of weirdness, i didnt expect to feel different, but i did...
i feel old all of a sudden, like its my time to move on.. and shine...
get my ball of life rolling...
ive been waiting ages to feel like this... and now i can feel it..
im not a kid anymore, not a teenager- at 18 ur an adult, yeah... u can vote, u can drive...but ur still a teeeeen
i am a proper adult all of a sudden...
in zeros i bumped into a girl, also celebrating her birthday, but it was her 17th..
and i just looked at her and felt old! lol...
its just so weird i cant explain it.. i know, i know im only 20..
but u guys just wait...
hopefully u will understand what i mean...
perhaps this is me finally maturing...
oh heck!