Ah booo.....
The stressors of life are getting to me. I'm worried about my studies. I'm worried about my bills. I'm worried about my love life....or should I say my potential love life. I don't know. My affection for Britney is building to a point of which where I am becomming emotionally involved. All I had been trying to do all this time is to avoid this act from happening. Right now there is no future of me and Britney being anything accept friends. It just isn't in the cards. She lives 12 hours away. Why can't my love exploits ever be simple. Ugh! And then on the other fronts, I feel I am spening too much money and it hurts and depresses me. And alot of the time it isn't because I buy stuff I don't need, but I'm buying things that I do need. There just isn't any money comming in. As far as getting a job is somewhat lost on me. I have been concentrating all my energy on my internships and on trying to make contacts in the city. Also I have been trying to shrug my way through class. It just isn't doing well, If I don't get a 3.0 I probably won't be making it back to pace this semester. Fuck me I'm a bum.