Hello darkness my old friend, I've come to talk with you again....
Silly songs. I listen to them almost everynight. Why? Theres no real reason. Just a reacurring theme I guess. Which is that I crave the company of a person of the opposite sex every so often. For example tonight I watched "Tootsie". It's a fairly decent movie, more of a chick flick I think though than anything else. But afterwards I went to put the movie in the mailbox and I noticed that outside the world was so quiet and that the air was filled with lightning bugs. What that did was put me into a mood in which I long for some company and unfortunetly there was no one I could call to talk to, no person online to interact with. All I have is my silly songs to listen to. Which I am still listening to. This is the lonely part of the summer I think where as in school you constantly see other people everyday who you at least have a chance. Out by yourself it is a lot harder I've found. But then again im not one of those people who get into relationships alot, or at this point at all. Someday I'm sure Ill find someone to share company with, but until then I have my silly songs to keep me company....