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So last night was when I had to say goodbye. It hurt, bad. I feel so alone now. I don't know what to do.
Haha you probably all thought something horrible. It's not. It's just that Kyle, Annette, and Adam all left me last night. Well, actually, they left me this morning at 7:30 in the AM. They are going to be up there for 10 DAYS!!! Those three people are the only people I hang out with! I was gonna go up north with them, but they are coming back the day that I start Drivers Training, so that blew it all. Gosh Damn DT!!! I am so isolated now. The people that I have to hang out with for the next 10 days are: Kia, Christian, and Keith. My Sibilings. How horrible is that? Unless I can somehow make more freaking friends while I am down here. But that is hard to do without the help of Kyle. I am also not big on just hangin' out with girls. I have to be around both sexes. Girls are too girly, while guys are too guyey? Does that make sense? Oh well. It does to me.
I have recently found out that Kyle is protective over me! We were talking a few days ago, and he said if a guy forced me to do something I didn't want to do, he would find them and kick their ass. I said to him "AWWW! Are you protective over your little sister?" He goes "Yeah, it's my job" It was so sweet! I never thought he gave two shits. Lol. I guess I was wrong! Kyle and I get along pretty well for being step brother and sister. We get on each others nerves sometimes, but who doesn't?
While Kyle is gone, I don't know what I am going to do. I think I am just gonna hang around the house. Unless somebody wants to hang out. But I highly doubt it. Lol. I'm such a loser. I will just tan outside, and I think my dad is taking Kia, Christian, Keith, and I to the Richmond Pool tomorrow. Oh man,I haven't been there since I went to Camp Richmond summer going into 5th grade. Hopefully we can go. I have nothing else to do with my life for the next 10 days. It also makes me mad because Kyle, Annette, and Adam are all gonna be tanner than me. It frustrates me. I am supposed to be the tan one. I mean, HELLO! I AM THE HISPANIC ONE OUT OF THE 4 OF US! I am supposed to have the mexican skin and tan within 2 minutes of being outside!
Ya know, I know I have a boyfriend and everything, but damn am I in the mood to go hang out with some hott guys right now. I can name a few right now that aren't that far away from here...... but I won't. Lol. I am so bad. I do miss people from up north though. I am missing so much it seems. But things happen down here..... Summer of '05 has been pretty good so far if I do say so myself.
There is a Setters' Camp at St. Clair Community College on July 15th. I am not sure if I want to go though. I mean, I screwed up my finger a few days ago, doing who knows what, and it hurts like hell. I don't have my athletic tape for my fingers and shit. I mean, I know it will help a lot because that is the only spot I could do better at in volleyball. I know I was a setter this past year, but I rarely ever set. Monica did all the setting. Let's see.... Monica is gonna be in a musical at the Ramsdell. I am gonna go see it when I get back home. I do miss Monica. Man do I miss Monica. Also when I get back, I am gonna hang out with Elise for a bit. She is gonna teach me to wakeboard. I miss her and Jade too. I know this is all gay and shit. But I don't care.
Lately I have been feeling very vulnerable. I'm not sure why either. I miss my boyfriend. I know I just talked to him yesterday and everything, but damn do I miss him! IF YOU KNOW WHO MY BOYFRIEND IS THEN PLEASE DO NOT PUT HIS NAME ON HERE. I WILL NOT EXPRESS HIS NAME AT ANYTIME ON THIS LJ AS BEING MY BOYFRIEND AND NEITHER SHALL YOU! Okay, now that we are past that...
If somebody wants to hang out within the next 10 days, then call me if you know my number, or IM me. Spanky03208
Bye Loveys'!!
Haha you probably all thought something horrible. It's not. It's just that Kyle, Annette, and Adam all left me last night. Well, actually, they left me this morning at 7:30 in the AM. They are going to be up there for 10 DAYS!!! Those three people are the only people I hang out with! I was gonna go up north with them, but they are coming back the day that I start Drivers Training, so that blew it all. Gosh Damn DT!!! I am so isolated now. The people that I have to hang out with for the next 10 days are: Kia, Christian, and Keith. My Sibilings. How horrible is that? Unless I can somehow make more freaking friends while I am down here. But that is hard to do without the help of Kyle. I am also not big on just hangin' out with girls. I have to be around both sexes. Girls are too girly, while guys are too guyey? Does that make sense? Oh well. It does to me.
I have recently found out that Kyle is protective over me! We were talking a few days ago, and he said if a guy forced me to do something I didn't want to do, he would find them and kick their ass. I said to him "AWWW! Are you protective over your little sister?" He goes "Yeah, it's my job" It was so sweet! I never thought he gave two shits. Lol. I guess I was wrong! Kyle and I get along pretty well for being step brother and sister. We get on each others nerves sometimes, but who doesn't?
While Kyle is gone, I don't know what I am going to do. I think I am just gonna hang around the house. Unless somebody wants to hang out. But I highly doubt it. Lol. I'm such a loser. I will just tan outside, and I think my dad is taking Kia, Christian, Keith, and I to the Richmond Pool tomorrow. Oh man,I haven't been there since I went to Camp Richmond summer going into 5th grade. Hopefully we can go. I have nothing else to do with my life for the next 10 days. It also makes me mad because Kyle, Annette, and Adam are all gonna be tanner than me. It frustrates me. I am supposed to be the tan one. I mean, HELLO! I AM THE HISPANIC ONE OUT OF THE 4 OF US! I am supposed to have the mexican skin and tan within 2 minutes of being outside!
Ya know, I know I have a boyfriend and everything, but damn am I in the mood to go hang out with some hott guys right now. I can name a few right now that aren't that far away from here...... but I won't. Lol. I am so bad. I do miss people from up north though. I am missing so much it seems. But things happen down here..... Summer of '05 has been pretty good so far if I do say so myself.
There is a Setters' Camp at St. Clair Community College on July 15th. I am not sure if I want to go though. I mean, I screwed up my finger a few days ago, doing who knows what, and it hurts like hell. I don't have my athletic tape for my fingers and shit. I mean, I know it will help a lot because that is the only spot I could do better at in volleyball. I know I was a setter this past year, but I rarely ever set. Monica did all the setting. Let's see.... Monica is gonna be in a musical at the Ramsdell. I am gonna go see it when I get back home. I do miss Monica. Man do I miss Monica. Also when I get back, I am gonna hang out with Elise for a bit. She is gonna teach me to wakeboard. I miss her and Jade too. I know this is all gay and shit. But I don't care.
Lately I have been feeling very vulnerable. I'm not sure why either. I miss my boyfriend. I know I just talked to him yesterday and everything, but damn do I miss him! IF YOU KNOW WHO MY BOYFRIEND IS THEN PLEASE DO NOT PUT HIS NAME ON HERE. I WILL NOT EXPRESS HIS NAME AT ANYTIME ON THIS LJ AS BEING MY BOYFRIEND AND NEITHER SHALL YOU! Okay, now that we are past that...
If somebody wants to hang out within the next 10 days, then call me if you know my number, or IM me. Spanky03208
Bye Loveys'!!