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The harder you push -

- The farther I run

Now for all you "Jesus Freaks" out there, I'm sorry if I offend you in any way. However, my mother might want to trade me in for you. Because obviously I just don't measure up to her expectations of being the Bible hugging, crucifix wearing, "honk if you love Jesus" type of girl. I've tried on that outfit

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[chrmnblueyez87]

I couldn't agree with that whole thing more. No one should be made to go to church EVER. And I am so greatful that my mom isn't religious.. in fact, she wouldn't care if I turned agnostic or atheist, which I've gone to a few times, but come around to realize that there's gotta be something out there.. I'm just not sure what. But anyway, I totally get what you mean when you said:
"I feel like I shouldn't even step inside a church. I almost half-expect God to strike me down right then and there if I do."
I feel the SAME way. I even feel like I shouldn't receive Communion when we have Mass at school cos I feel like I'm just so crappy of a person compared to what "God" or "Jesus" (in quotations cos I am referring to the one the Catholic Church talks about) is said to be like and said to expect from us. IDK i think catholicism is a nazi religion that goes WAY too far and has been so altered by man that it is no longer religious but cult-like. But that's just me.. and my whorishly pessimistic views of religion and the world lol. But yea, I don't think you're a jerk for feeling like that, and I agree wholeheartedly with everything you said. No worries Stace, you'll be out and at college sooner than you know, and you won't be forced to mass every week anymore, you'll be able to live life the way you want to. x33 If you ever need/want to talk, I'm here. IM me if you ever want to vent or anything so hard to say x
Feel better, and don't worry too much about it all, it'll be over sooner than you know.