May 15, 2005 00:06
Wow journal I haven't really took time to write and I apologize but for a while I didn't have emotions and I know why.This week has been strange because I felt emotions, something I haven't felt in weeks. Most of you know what I did that made me feel so numb to everything and no it wasn't drugs or alcohol but I admitt it was addicting. That's all I have to say about that and also right now I'm at peace. I have given the search up, but I do have 3 people in my head and it's nothing really cuz I don't know them that well. I would like to get to know each one but I'll let fate decide my path. I tried conducting my future but now I feel like I must just enjoy the ride and let these crazy loopy turns just occur. It's part of life and I am happy to say that I really am enjoying life. Today is May 15th Awesome even thoguht it's 12 in the morning. I like liking people. I feel so peaceful things are cool. What else is there to say but I love you. I do not who that I love you is directed to but feel free to enjoy that I love you. This was a short entry and a happy/ peaceful one.
GOOD NIGHT LOVES!