Yah!

[spanishdreams]

I am in a wonderful mood right now. Which is slightly odd considering I worked 8 hours... had to walk home... and now I am going to go take a jog (even though I was on my feet for 8 hours). On top of that, I have a six page essay due tommorow and I haven't started yet. Oh, two quizzes too! And I just feel wonderful. No sarcasm at all. I feel happy even though Elder believes he "cares deeply" about me. How can that be? He hardly knows me? I was stressed about it... but now, I just won't let it get to me. I know I haven't flirted with him at all. I haven't caused him to like me in any way. He did that on his own accord. I don't want to hurt his feelings though. I told him clearly that I won't date outside my religion. Anthony and I broke up because of that... I gave up the one guy I ever let myself love for my convictions. I won't put any other guy through that pain again.

Reasons Elder says he likes me:
1. Intelligent
2. Cheerful
3. Complex
4. Strange
5. Hot (ROFL.... right... )
6. Passionate
7. Fun

Eh... I told him a bunch of bad things about myself in hopes it would ruin his image of me... and it didn't work. Bleh. I hope it is just some little crush.. He is an awesome friend. I don't want to lose him because of this. Angela told me not to worry about it. Hm. Off to go jog....

Oh! Elder told me that Angela told him I was too young for him anyway. LMAO. She swears like I'm the baby of the group. I'm still just as mature as the rest of them.