time
I have 2 whole hours before I have to go to work, so I thought I would write a bit.
It is weird how things work, how time can heal almost anything and can destroy things as well. I just got a new job today, and I am sooooo happy about that. No more GNC!! Better hours, better location....yay! Hell, I can hang out with my kitty on my lunch break! I love you Boo:)
I am crazy happy in my relationship right now. At first I was annoyed by certain habits that I was noticing, but for the first time I am dating someone who will compromise. So for now these things are going really well. It is nice to know that no matter what he thinks of me first. No matter where we are or what we are doing, I am his first thought. And for the first time I feel secure. He will never intentionally break my heart, nor will I his.
I am so happy, but at the same time I keep thinking about how much fun I used to have, going out with my friends all the time and just doing whatever I want. I miss playing video games with Jason and shopping with Lorielle. I miss intelligent conversations and silliness and waking up not knowing what the day will bring, just playing it as I go.
Everyone has things going on in their lives, as do I, and it just changed a lot of things. But I am not going to let it change me. An attempt will be made on my part to get back into my old life while retaining all of the good things that are going on right now.
If anyone feels left behind, I am sorry. I never intended on making anyone feel bad in any way. Damn It, I am a peace keeper!! But we all have decisions to make, and they usually effect the rest of our lives in some way. I am sorry if anything I have decided on has effected anyone negatively.
So, who wants to take a road trip to Florida?? I am so ready....
It is weird how things work, how time can heal almost anything and can destroy things as well. I just got a new job today, and I am sooooo happy about that. No more GNC!! Better hours, better location....yay! Hell, I can hang out with my kitty on my lunch break! I love you Boo:)
I am crazy happy in my relationship right now. At first I was annoyed by certain habits that I was noticing, but for the first time I am dating someone who will compromise. So for now these things are going really well. It is nice to know that no matter what he thinks of me first. No matter where we are or what we are doing, I am his first thought. And for the first time I feel secure. He will never intentionally break my heart, nor will I his.
I am so happy, but at the same time I keep thinking about how much fun I used to have, going out with my friends all the time and just doing whatever I want. I miss playing video games with Jason and shopping with Lorielle. I miss intelligent conversations and silliness and waking up not knowing what the day will bring, just playing it as I go.
Everyone has things going on in their lives, as do I, and it just changed a lot of things. But I am not going to let it change me. An attempt will be made on my part to get back into my old life while retaining all of the good things that are going on right now.
If anyone feels left behind, I am sorry. I never intended on making anyone feel bad in any way. Damn It, I am a peace keeper!! But we all have decisions to make, and they usually effect the rest of our lives in some way. I am sorry if anything I have decided on has effected anyone negatively.
So, who wants to take a road trip to Florida?? I am so ready....