have a day...
that's how i feel, like i had a day. not good, not bad. :) went into work, did something very important. met with my supervisor and we went over my evaluation. really only good things were said. i wasn't concerned about that. then i raced to the doctor to discuss my high cholesterol. basically it was a waste of time. i'm too young to go on the medication. so i'm supposed to change my diet. well my diet is absolutely low calorie and no cholesterol/fat already. so now i just have another reason to turn down all the things i already do. great. so then i went out to eat with mom. she made me eat a whole salad. that felt like hell but was necessary at the same time. it was so uncomfortable though to be so full! then we went home and i totally passed out. the events of the whole week just hit. it was a good natural nap which i haven't been able to have in awhile though so it felt great. then i had to force myself up and out to kristen's artsy thing. that was hard to do but once i was out it was good to see everyone. everyone was nice too. went through the whole day without a rude comment about my looks! that i know of anyways! haha. after the display we all went to deer park. i got to watch everyone drink and i was just so tired. as soon as everyone's food came out i left. i'm exhausted and should be sleeping. tomorrow i would love to work out. i just think it will be disappointing though. i can't do all the different machines and weights like i used to. don't even want to know what the eliptical would do to me. i have to run errands as well including returning a ring that kyle got me for v-day. bleh. weekends are good though. anyday that i don't have to interact with coworkers is awesome. yay some positivity!
good night. have a night.
good night. have a night.