Dec 29, 2003 21:58
Could it be? A journal entry? yes, yes it is.
I have been on a three month hiatus. No real reason why. there has been a lot going on but anyone who reads this knows it all already. And if you don't, just know things are good. Very good.
The almost second day of the second week of vacation has set in and that equals boredom to some degree. I have been busy. I have done things. Since Friday I have been bored. Roommates have been gone or working or both. Jay is in Vegas. Friends don't call when they say they will and do stuff that you are no longer good enough to be a part of. Sorry if I'm not good enough for you anymore. I'm bitter. Sorry. That is not geared towards my reading audience at all so its ok to say it and I won't offend anyone. It will be said to the person (people) it is meant for. Eventually. In a nicer way.
(I would like you all to know that Sara just called me on my cell phone from the house phone in her room because she didn't feel like getting up. These are the reasons why I love Sara.)
My Lil' Hippie Chris is leaving for Spain on Monday. I am sad. Happy that he is going but sad that he is going. That will make sense to him. I know he will have a great time. Ya know hippie, for a little person you leave big holes in peoples lives. But its for a good thing. Its a good void. I hope that didn't make you feel bad. It wasn't meant too. Oh, you know what I mean. I love you. Go be a sexy Spanish person (are they called Spaniards?) and come back an even better person than you already are.
I don't know what I am going to do when Jay goes back to Tennessee. I will be sad. I have been spoiled being able to be with him for so long. I am glad I will be seeing him soon and somewhat frequently over the next couple of months. Cause I hate being far away. Part of me wants to go with him now and start this year new and be with the person I love and who loves me. But I have responsibilities and commitments here that I need to stay true too. But only for a bit. I would rather be there with him. No offense to anyone here because I love you all. But its just different love. Completely different and so good.
Jarrad and I spent almost the whole day together today. It was awesome. It was a Sarah/Jarrad day. The don't happen very often anymore, which is why they are awesome when they do. I am glad he is doing so well. I like how our friendship just gets stronger as time goes by, despite time spent together, despite distance,despite our completely different lives. Its comfortable and safe and I love it.
I watching celebrity poker showdown on TV. I can't believe TV has come to this and I am actually watching it. It's kinda sad.
Did you know that they had a rock/paper/scissors tournament on ESPN2. I don't understand how that is a sport.
While we are on the subject of did you know's, did you know that Planter's stopped making cheese (or cheez, as they spell it) balls. This is very sad for me. Cheez balls were staple in my childhood snacking. I also feel that Gordon will be deeply saddened by this news.
This is a really random entry.
Sometimes I wish I could speak (write?) as eloquently as my fellow english major friend journal writers but I can't. I don't think like that. Its not very me anyway.
The cat is fat and sleeping on the bed. She would not come in and lay on the bed until I came in here myself. Instead she figured that standing outside the door to Sara's room (where I was) meowing like a freak would be a better solution. Crazy cat.
Speaking of freaks, Sara just did an extremely strange dance for the cat and then made the oh so wise decision to include the cat in the dance. I wish I had a live video feed sometimes. Sara's the best.
Tomorrow is Samantha's birthday. For her birthday she requests that we sit here and watch movies because that is what we do best. I am excited. She deserves to have whatever she wants for her birthday this year.
I would like to say that the "Sara & Aaron Pay the Rent" entry still remains a favorite and makes me laugh EVERY time I read it. The types of converstaions depicted in that piece of literature occur almost daily between Sara & Aaron. They are a wonderful source of entertainment for Roommate Chris & myself
I don't really have anything else to say. I haven't really had anything to say since the Jarrad paragraph but my fingers kept typing. Oh, I miss Gordy & Panda. that is important. Because I do. A lot. It sounds selfish, but when I go away I hope that I've had enough of an impact on people's lives that they miss me as much as I miss everyone who has left here, or left me out of their life.
Don't know when the next entry will be. Maybe sooner, maybe later. Who knows. We'll see.