Random bullets of life updates

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• Jules is still injured, but so far seems to have avoided infection, despite my sister continuing to forget to bring her to the vet. I'm sure that cut needs stitches - it keeps getting opened back up - but I don't know what I'm supposed to do about it, with no money or transportation... or pet-friendly sedatives and the stomach for stitching it up myself? So, for now, just keeping an eye on it. She's acting fine, though, so. I don't know.
• Tomorrow I plan to make (and/or list?) a rosary for sale on my Etsy page. And then get a head-start on my article for next month? At least planning it would be good... Goal-setting, see me do it. Hopefully telling myself that won't, like, jinx it, or anything.
• Also tomorrow, SUPERNATURAL. \o/
• I am beginning to wonder if there's something up with me lately? I can't sleep at night. The only sleep I've managed to get was randomly drifting off for an hour or two a night, or random naps in the afternoons that don't last very long... and this means I'm not doing anything all day, and I feel horribly sick / dizzy / unproductive... and then there's that moment where I realize, in the way that you do when you're over-tired to the point of melodramatic life realizations, that I'm going to be living in this cycle forever / my entire existence is reduced to writing on the internet and doing dishes for the rest of my life... and overall this entire paragraph is the most depressing thing I've written in ages. Geez.
• Fun fact: having multiple muses with cravings all at once ends in things like a sudden craving for pancakes, ranch dressing, bacon, and chocolate cheesecake... all at once. Somehow at the moment this sounds really, really good together. Which should be grossing me out, but isn't. It's weird. Stupid muses.