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• There was a dead mouse in the parking lot last night and I almost stepped on it and I successfully did not puke / pass out / have a proper panic attack, but I can't stop thinking about it and imagining the horrible dfhadfklhdfnhfd that would have been if I had stepped on it. I don't even know how to handle that idea. Also, I am inexplicably worried about just... the fact that it's out there. Like, it just unsettles me to know there is a Dead Thing in the parking lot. I had a dream about the Dead Thing in the parking lot! I don't understand this.
• I had something else to say here, which is why I was using bullet-points, but I do not know what it was, now. Um.