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I think my default emotional state right now is tired. It's sort of like being apathetic, except you're not, you're just... not energetic enough to care other than passively, even though you really actually do. Sort of like my brain just stares at things and then goes "you know what? Whatever. I'm not going to deal with this" and then shuts down and I stare blankly at things instead.
Tomorrow I promised my mom I would try to make up for today's lazing around and clean the house up, because she wants it to be, like, spotless so people can come over and help us fix the floors... eventually... Not looking forward to that, either the cleaning or the actual repairwork (especially once they get to doing my room, because if it takes more than a day or uproots my room too much I will not sleep well for like a week until I settle).
One more day until Wednesday. Two more until Thursday.
(We're ignoring Friday, by the way - Friday doesn't exist, it doesn't if I say it doesn't, shut up.)
Tomorrow I promised my mom I would try to make up for today's lazing around and clean the house up, because she wants it to be, like, spotless so people can come over and help us fix the floors... eventually... Not looking forward to that, either the cleaning or the actual repairwork (especially once they get to doing my room, because if it takes more than a day or uproots my room too much I will not sleep well for like a week until I settle).
One more day until Wednesday. Two more until Thursday.
(We're ignoring Friday, by the way - Friday doesn't exist, it doesn't if I say it doesn't, shut up.)