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Still don't want to talk about what's bothering me. Suffice to say, it sucks, but I'm actually more okay than expected. Pissed, crushed, hurt as hell, unable to sleep / overloading on caffeine, and freaked out a lot, but okay. I don't know how that makes any sense, but it is what it is.
After last night I sort of lost words for a while, completely couldn't write, no matter how much I wanted to. It came back around three in the morning, though, and it hasn't faded out yet. I'm thinking this newest project might actually make it past halfway / be pretty long / actually have, you know, a plot to it.
In other news, I'm at the mall (couldn't be home today /emo), and the radio is playing all kinds of crap music, but at least I'm not surrounded by teenagers this time. And I can type on this keyboard today, for some reason, which helps with writing.
Also! I made an amazing discovery! First of all, I frequently use box.net to take files from computer to computer. I uploaded my writing I started, then realized this laptop doesn't have Word... but then I saw this thing in the dropdown options, and you can edit .doc files FROM YOUR BROWSER. And save them back to the box.net thing! And so basically I am excited and geeky over that. I wish I'd known about it sooner, as the two computers I use when not on mine are BOTH painfully lacking in Word, so... yep.
If I'm geeking again, clearly I'll live. :)
After last night I sort of lost words for a while, completely couldn't write, no matter how much I wanted to. It came back around three in the morning, though, and it hasn't faded out yet. I'm thinking this newest project might actually make it past halfway / be pretty long / actually have, you know, a plot to it.
In other news, I'm at the mall (couldn't be home today /emo), and the radio is playing all kinds of crap music, but at least I'm not surrounded by teenagers this time. And I can type on this keyboard today, for some reason, which helps with writing.
Also! I made an amazing discovery! First of all, I frequently use box.net to take files from computer to computer. I uploaded my writing I started, then realized this laptop doesn't have Word... but then I saw this thing in the dropdown options, and you can edit .doc files FROM YOUR BROWSER. And save them back to the box.net thing! And so basically I am excited and geeky over that. I wish I'd known about it sooner, as the two computers I use when not on mine are BOTH painfully lacking in Word, so... yep.
If I'm geeking again, clearly I'll live. :)