closing

[spadedi]

As it comes to an end and I cover my face
No one has ever made me feel how you have
One single person that’s affected my life
For better and for worse, or so it seems
Building me up and then breaking me down
Seems to be the average girls dream
Depressing I've quit all that I love
I just wanted to touch your face one last time
I'm bad when it comes to conveying emotions
Maybe I took the wrong path
I made a mistake but I'll never look back
Wondering if you think about me still
I'm sure you don’t but that’s okay
I lay and think about the good times we had
I see your face and panic flows through
Me struggling to find words I stumble and fail
Never could I have been perfect for you
My flaws are to numerous and to deep to forgive
Beautiful treason lay in rest to defeat me
My ideals block me from finding the way
How can you say you gave me your all?
All you gave was nothing to me
When the truth came out I regretted it so
I wanted to leave but you made me stay
Go ahead and hurt me I'll let you
Screaming and crying my heart breaks in two