depressed
I guess this is the kind of thing people talk about in their live journals, love, heartache, and depression. I don't know it just seems like things for me are being tossed about with no regard for my well being or happiness and it may seem selfish but I believe everyone has the right to be happy and I haven't been for a long while. I started smoking again because of my depression and it just keeps getting worse. I am so insecure and worried about everything that I have ever cared about. Motivation leaves me and I don't know what to say or do. What am I supposed to do when I hurt this way and I can't forget? Am I supposed to cry, listen to songs about my situation, and go on about my life? I don't know why life has to throw me like this all of a sudden when I think things are set there comes something that fucks everything up. :( :(