yay!!!!!

Feb 21, 2005 16:40

Im going to keep some of my journal entries public, as i know a few of grant and i's friends are going to be interested in how he is doing threwout this whole fiasco.

I was sad because i missed his call this morning, and i thought that was it, so i got all choked up. But nope, about 5 minutes ago, he called me from Kansas City, and hes going to be able to talk to me tonight too, and tommorow morning after he flies out to texas he will be calling me with all the info. I guess im so scared cuz he put ME not his parents in charge of alot of things. But he's ok so far, he sounds different then his usual over hyper self, but thats cuz i was crying, but then he sounded happy that the guy he was sharing his room with for the night was a 311 fan, as we are, and will be going into the air force too. Im just smiling now thinking about him sitting there, being grant, babbling over everything 311, jumping from subject to subject, etc. I can still see us at jasons at like 4 am, him going off on something that made no sense, and me and jason just laughing. See, thats what everyone forgets. This was my friend before we had a romantic love. But thats another story :).

the first days, weeks, are going to be tough. I have faith though were going to be ok. I know he probley wont see this, but, i love you sweetie! im looking at the end of the rainbow i promise :).
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