WTH
Why on earth do I have to have days like this....I thought my meds were supposed to help me feel better not have days where I feel like I want to completely melt down. I didn't even want to get out of bed today.....and right now as I am writing this I am on the verge of tears....why for the love of god can't I just be normal? I would give anything to know that feeling. I guess that's why I'm starting appt's with a psychiatrist in march...maybe they will be able to help me find an answer.....god knows no one around me can help. Days like this I also feel like I am moving in slow motion and everything else is just swirling around me....and like I just can't grasp onto anything. Please god help me get it all together, help me find the answers I am looking for, help me find peace of mind for once in my life.