There isn't enough time...
Everyday I sit here at work...
I deal with so much...
All these contracts...
And yet, time still goes by so slowly...
I love my work... I get out early and have time to go home and do laundry or dishes before the boy gets home...
But once I am at home... time goes by too quick!
Before I know it it's dark out and it's time to get ready to repeat tomorrow... off to bed we go... I need my rest or I'll be dead in the morning...
Anyway... my point is that I don't feel like I have enough time with Jeremy before he leaves... I have 10 days left before he flies to London... and only 2 of them I have a whole day... and 1 of those days I will be with my family so I pretty much have 9 nights and 1 days with the love of my life before he goes away for 3 months.
I'm freaking out...
All of the what if's are getting to me.
Yea I know I will have my cousin and the babies to keep me company... but what about when they leave back for Florida, as she wants to do before the end of October... then what??
My work days will be fine but I will still feel that pit in my stomach... that pit of lonliness...
I have never been without him so long...
It's killing me...
I miss him already!
Well... at least I get to visit him in London for our anniversary!
FIVE YEARS!! Can you believe it??
FIVE YEARS and I love him just as much if not more than ever!
It's funny how love grows and changes and we grow and we change and it all ends up the same with me in his arms, whispering "I Love You's" to each other...
It's amazing...
I've never felt this way before...
I'm going to be completely miserable without him...
Anyway... on a less-depressing note...
Going to Six Flags this weekend! w00t!
g2g back to work...
Later!
I deal with so much...
All these contracts...
And yet, time still goes by so slowly...
I love my work... I get out early and have time to go home and do laundry or dishes before the boy gets home...
But once I am at home... time goes by too quick!
Before I know it it's dark out and it's time to get ready to repeat tomorrow... off to bed we go... I need my rest or I'll be dead in the morning...
Anyway... my point is that I don't feel like I have enough time with Jeremy before he leaves... I have 10 days left before he flies to London... and only 2 of them I have a whole day... and 1 of those days I will be with my family so I pretty much have 9 nights and 1 days with the love of my life before he goes away for 3 months.
I'm freaking out...
All of the what if's are getting to me.
Yea I know I will have my cousin and the babies to keep me company... but what about when they leave back for Florida, as she wants to do before the end of October... then what??
My work days will be fine but I will still feel that pit in my stomach... that pit of lonliness...
I have never been without him so long...
It's killing me...
I miss him already!
Well... at least I get to visit him in London for our anniversary!
FIVE YEARS!! Can you believe it??
FIVE YEARS and I love him just as much if not more than ever!
It's funny how love grows and changes and we grow and we change and it all ends up the same with me in his arms, whispering "I Love You's" to each other...
It's amazing...
I've never felt this way before...
I'm going to be completely miserable without him...
Anyway... on a less-depressing note...
Going to Six Flags this weekend! w00t!
g2g back to work...
Later!