So stressed out...
So... life has been pretty crazy for me lately...
My cousin left her husband and took the twins up here and are at my moms house for now, but in a few weeks will come to live with me.
I am not used to having 3 yr olds running around...
I have to child-proof my house and make sure they dont break the big screen or any of the video game systems (360, wii, playstation, super nintendo)
So of course I am freaking out, plus Jeremy is going to be in London which means I will be going through that pain and lonliness at the same time, because, well, I love the boy! And I am going to miss him!
So we are trying to get everything in order and trying to spend time together before he leaves in a couple of weeks, and it's overwhelming and I can already tell I am trying to pick fights with him, because thats what I do when I am leaving or someone I love is leaving me...
But I have to keep telling myself it's only for 3 months and I am going to London to visit him for our 5th Anniversary... so it should be okay...
I haven't been such a good friend lately and I know it... I haven't called many people back or kept in touch with some that I havent spoken with in months... I hate that... I am usually pretty good at keeping in touch with people...
But I haven't lately and I feel like a bad friend because of it... but I have just been so stressed out and pressed for time really...
With work and my homelife and trying to get everything situated... I'm a mess!!
Well... I am sure everything will be fine... it always is... I'm just on a crazy ride right now...
Nothing else is really new... except I am still trying to get pregnant with no luck, but maybe after this week we can start trying again... and hopefully I will be pregnant while Jeremy is in London...
We'll see... I'll cross my fingers...
Well... I guess I better get back to work...
I have too much to do and little time to do it...
<3 Peace & love!
My cousin left her husband and took the twins up here and are at my moms house for now, but in a few weeks will come to live with me.
I am not used to having 3 yr olds running around...
I have to child-proof my house and make sure they dont break the big screen or any of the video game systems (360, wii, playstation, super nintendo)
So of course I am freaking out, plus Jeremy is going to be in London which means I will be going through that pain and lonliness at the same time, because, well, I love the boy! And I am going to miss him!
So we are trying to get everything in order and trying to spend time together before he leaves in a couple of weeks, and it's overwhelming and I can already tell I am trying to pick fights with him, because thats what I do when I am leaving or someone I love is leaving me...
But I have to keep telling myself it's only for 3 months and I am going to London to visit him for our 5th Anniversary... so it should be okay...
I haven't been such a good friend lately and I know it... I haven't called many people back or kept in touch with some that I havent spoken with in months... I hate that... I am usually pretty good at keeping in touch with people...
But I haven't lately and I feel like a bad friend because of it... but I have just been so stressed out and pressed for time really...
With work and my homelife and trying to get everything situated... I'm a mess!!
Well... I am sure everything will be fine... it always is... I'm just on a crazy ride right now...
Nothing else is really new... except I am still trying to get pregnant with no luck, but maybe after this week we can start trying again... and hopefully I will be pregnant while Jeremy is in London...
We'll see... I'll cross my fingers...
Well... I guess I better get back to work...
I have too much to do and little time to do it...
<3 Peace & love!